I'm fairly certain I'm having one of those it's going to get way worse before it gets better moments. I mentioned in an earlier post that I was waiting on HR to call me to let me know if I can test to be a supervisor. Come to find out, there was a screw up in my paper work and they need me to fix it. Not a big deal really, I make a phone call in the morning and hopefully everything gets straighten out. Then he tells me that when he went to my manager (not my direct supervisor) she didn't know that I was putting my letter in. Ok, no big suprise there. In the chaos that was last week I couldn't talk to her, Time wouldn't allow it. I can't talk to her anyway. She treats me like I'm one of her kids, and really, she might have to sign off on it, but I really don't need her blessing. Or so I thought.
After I was done with my shift, I went to apologize to her because I didn't want her to think I was snubbing her outright. She proceeds to tell me that she won't push me threw the process because she thinks I'm doing it for the wrong reasons. First meaning money... Mind you I made a stupid joke a few years ago about becoming a supervisor because of the money, but it was a joke. And even then, why do people want to get promoted? For the Money! Second she thinks I'm being pushed to do it. Another supervisor told me about the job openings. I jumped at the chance. Then she proceeds to tell me that my body language reads like a book and that she's not the type of mamager to push people threw if she doesn't think they are worthy.
Ok, I've been with this company for almost 6 years now. I've worked holidays, doubled on different shifts because they asked me too, and come to work on my days off because they were short on people. I am good at my job. (and yes world, I make mistakes! And I fucking admit to them!) So to tell me that I'm not worthy when I am your best fucking load planner on the shift (or two in some cases) is a fucking joke. I understand you feel hurt because I didn't go to you first, but again you are not my direct supervisor so shut it. As far as I'm concerned you can jump off a bridge because you've thrown me under the bus so many times I'm surprised I still have a job.
Ok, I think I got that out of my system enough to actually try to sleep. Good night/morning lovelies! I hope your day is a great one.
After I was done with my shift, I went to apologize to her because I didn't want her to think I was snubbing her outright. She proceeds to tell me that she won't push me threw the process because she thinks I'm doing it for the wrong reasons. First meaning money... Mind you I made a stupid joke a few years ago about becoming a supervisor because of the money, but it was a joke. And even then, why do people want to get promoted? For the Money! Second she thinks I'm being pushed to do it. Another supervisor told me about the job openings. I jumped at the chance. Then she proceeds to tell me that my body language reads like a book and that she's not the type of mamager to push people threw if she doesn't think they are worthy.
Ok, I've been with this company for almost 6 years now. I've worked holidays, doubled on different shifts because they asked me too, and come to work on my days off because they were short on people. I am good at my job. (and yes world, I make mistakes! And I fucking admit to them!) So to tell me that I'm not worthy when I am your best fucking load planner on the shift (or two in some cases) is a fucking joke. I understand you feel hurt because I didn't go to you first, but again you are not my direct supervisor so shut it. As far as I'm concerned you can jump off a bridge because you've thrown me under the bus so many times I'm surprised I still have a job.
Ok, I think I got that out of my system enough to actually try to sleep. Good night/morning lovelies! I hope your day is a great one.
russell72:
Thats kinda crappy 
Hope everything works out for the best
Hope everything works out for the best