ladydeath

Have you ever had one of those days where you wake up and just want to choke somebody out?
Just because every one you talk to that day just comes across as impoosiablly stupid to you. It's like no matter what you say they just look at you like "duuuh" and it's almost as if their standing in front of you with that blank stare and drool hanging off their chin. Then they just end up frustrating you more and more and all you can envision is kicking their head around like a soccer ball cause you've just had enough. Yeah that was my day.Even my own father was like that on the phone today. It just seems like the whole fucking universe is off course lately. It's like I'm being used as a pawn in some sort of sick twisted game of chess. My life doesn't make sense anymore. It seems as if I have lost all interest and desire in the things I once loved. I feel as if I'm walking blindly in pitch dark. Nothing seems right anymore. I've lost my edge. Ive become soft. How the fuck am I suppose to live up to being a cold hearted bitch,like I've been called in the past,If I fucking cry cause the mail is late. Somewhere in time I regained my humanity and lost my demonic side. That attitude that made me famous in Jersey and Washington. If I can't be the fucking evil vampire pale bitch LadyDeath Then who am I exactly. I want my evil side back,I want my fucking attitude back. I want my fucking life back. Not this shitty happy sappy life. I want my evil don't piss me off unless you want your legs broke life back. I know Your saying how odd,why on earth would anyone want to be evil. Cause with my evil attitude I don't have to deal with shit. I guess what I'm saying is that I want my Psychotic,evil fucking side of me to return that has been stolen from me by these damn happy drugs.

Update: I'm still looking for a partner.