ladydeath

That "thing" where my picture use to be is me unmasked without the make up. That's what I'd look like if all my emotions and personality and heart and soul could take on a physical form. A blood sucking Vampire bitch. At least that's how I veiw myself on the inside. It's sort of mt alternate ego.

Anyway I have a problem.Me and megan got into a little argument and now she's being all insecure. She has it in her head that i don't want to be with her and shit. The whole argument started after she told me she loved me and I didn't say it back. Don't get me wrong I do have extremely strong feelings for her. I'm just not sure it's love. It's Funny my Grandma (R.I.P.) use to say "Amanda, You'll know when your in Love. When you put your happiness and your feelings aside for another one then my dear you are in love. When the only thing you want out of life is to see your partner happy. When You would give up your last heart beat,your last breath so that your partner could live,That's when you know your in love. Never give up on it my dear" To be honest I do feel that way about megan,but I'm just not sure love really fits my grandma's definition. I don't know what to do I don't want to lose her but I'm not sure she understands where I'm coming from. So can anyone give me any advidce.