ladydeath

Welcome back lady! Glad you like your place.

WOOHOO!!!! You're BACK!!!!!!!!

Sorry...I haven't been around much either. That sabbatical I took really did it's job and now...i don't need it as much....but it's still great to be here isn't it.

Speaking of bloody, gory movies, I was recommended to go see 28 Days ater...but it won't be in Sweden till October! Has it opened in the States yet? Did you go see it?

uhhh, when you say Hickville, is that like Hicksville NY on Long Island (yes, it actually exists) or were you just being sarcastic? I live right next to Hicksville.

do yoga. and run a lot.

i miss you. where you be?!

Take a deep breath. That will help a little.

For a cold hearted vampire. You sure to cary a lot of stress.

Don't do too much. Let someone have some of your work.

Hey...I'm not really sure what's going on but it sounds like you're having a pretty tough time. I don't like seeing my pals down either and you were there and supportive for me when I was feeling shitty. So if there's anything I can do to help, lemme know okay.

Yes, Lady, Hug back to you...
I had a dream last night, with Stormy in it, I wont get into details, but needless to say, I was quite interested in what happened...
Kinda numbing so to say..
Oh well, what wierd things our minds are??
J

Sounds like a good dream.

It is slowly blowing over. Today has brought me some excellent news. I'm quite cheery actually. And tomorrow is my day off. Which will help.

Moving blows. But it is a new beginning. Maybe another chance at better things... We shall see...

frozen tampon popsicle barbara striesand!
moving isnt fun. i agree.
and no ones ever called me billy. but my other grandpa always called me sandy before he died. i dont know why.

Sunday turned out great, too. Just to finish the story for ya.

p.s. Moving is worse than having anal warts on your face.

I'm sorry to hear that. Still, there are always opportunities to expand your own horizons wherever you are.

That's awful nice of you to offer to visit them for me, but really, I wouldn't want to hinder the academic careers of the 50,000 other students there. That might be a little too selfish.

I got 5 more replies to wait for. I applied to 5 other unis as well. we'll see.

i also wrote to Edinburgh requesting an explanation and an appeal.

Derrek
music, especially if it can bring me to tears
being moved by stories
my cats
most animals, plants and trees (nature in general?)
storms of all kinds (especially at the coast)
the sound of the rain
observing
sleeping in
staying up late
singing, when my voice is on
my best friend (and ex-gf)
girls who have expressive faces and who are animated
imagination
emotional expression
making people smile or laugh
Zatarain's Gumbo Mix
Nonna Lena's Pesto
mom's chocolate chip cookies
mom's teriyaki chicken wings
mochas in the morning
finding a use for "junk"
finding creative ways to fix broken things
computer games that allow me to explore other worlds (since I don't like to travel)
dreams where I'm searching for something, running from something or flying
making a difference in some way

Its Jeremy, and right now, Im really loving book 5 of the new Potter series.
My cats.
Getting new music.
Coffee brewing, (which I can hear now)
Being up at the crack of dawn.
My bed
This new print that I just bought from work.
Damn, if I keep going on, Ill take up the entire page...
Thats all for now..
j

I must have responded to you while you were updating your journal. Check your previous post. Be aware of side-effects. Your body adjusting can make you feel worse temporarily than you were without them. I got to use Paxil for a year or two. The first week, I started sleeping poorly. By about the fifth day, I would wake up every one or two hours at night. By the seventh day I was going to bed almost as soon as I got home at night because I was sleeping so badly. I even called my doctor to tell him I wanted to quit, but kept taking it while we played phone tag for two days. And then magically, everything was fine. Sure my dick wasn't working right with that stuff, but the need for sex was replaced by the most orgasmic yawns. And I could have multiple orgasmic yawns - one right after the other. And they were less messy. But eventually everything evened out and I was mostly back to normal. I miss those yawns, though.

Oh there's lot's of fucking in mine to.....But there is always that too drunk drunk to fuck kinda night

Good. You listened to Dr. Paul. You are on the road to renewal now.

Relax, have fun.

That is great! I did the same thing when I was 24 - off and on until I was 31 or so. What it gave me was an unbiased, non-judgmental ear. Talking to them about how fucked up I felt wasn't going to put any stress on a friendship or anything because it's their fucking job to listen. And in response they asked questions about what I wanted to change in my life and offered suggestions on making those changes and dealing with things differently. Probably the best thing I ever did for myself. And I wish I had done it sooner. I did read some self-help books during that time as well, but I know you're only into thin books with cool drawings

Enjoy your weekend!

you got it...LOL I was listening to that cd last night, and as that song came on, I decided to post that...LOL
Let me know what you want, we may have to go back and forth, cause I may not have what you want, but Ill send something to you...LOL
J

Calm. Don't do anthing I'll regret.

Tomorrow is Friday. Take the weekend to give to yourself.

You rub out to Cruise. I have lost respect for you.

unless you rub out to Cruise in that mask...then...I am wary of you.


yeah....I was gone there for a sec...but not really.
and I believe is no coolwhip before bed unless it's coolwhip IN bed.


*hug*

v

We surprisingly used the instructions on my desk. I'm not usually one for instructions, since most of the time they are horrible to follow, but these were written by somebody fairly smart apparently and only left out a few things they needed to tell you to do or not do.

All my computer stuff is on it and no loud crash followed, so I think we did it the right way.

It would be nice to be into her (um, so to speak). But slow down. Right now she's temporarily taken my breath away, without me knowing anything about her. Just her smile and her eyes. Again, my friend K thought she looked to be 22-25. That's still a bit young. And she could very easily already have a boyfriend. I sometimes get totally blown away by a certain characteristic in certain women/girls - a smile, or the eyes, or the way they express themselves or something else similarly simplistic - that is such a small part of who they are, but nonetheless grabs me utterly. Infatuation, I guess. However, in the past when I have actually met them, there usually isn't anything to build on, like having something in common. But it's fun to have someone melt you with their smile once in a while.