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I giggled profusely when I watched the President of the United States call Kanye West a jackass. The whole incident was laughable, especially since I loathe all three parties involved:Beyonce, Taylor Swift and Kanye West. Though West may be a jackass (which has become my new favorite word),he's a marketing genius. People have not stopped talking about him and that interruption bit since it happened....
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curioustomcat:
If you make your money by bad behaviour and possing as an all out asshole sooner or later the show will be the live and you cross the line... wink
curioustomcat:
P.S.: How do you like my novel recommendation?
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I've been thinking. About SG as both a concept and an organization. I keep thinking of SLC punk, towards the end where the girl remarks on Stevo's "punk" attire:it looked like he was wearing a uniform. Is that what the original (fairly honorable) concept that SG has denigrated into? Instead of redefining beauty by allowing truly different to showcase said beauty, it seems that they've...
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tawainai:
I always ask myself this question while exploring the concept of what a true SG is. In my mind, i view it as a liberating woman who is unashamed of her own true (nude) self. But i agree with you, the concept is slowly being shaped into something that may eventually harm the self-esteem of lots of girls. frown
dave_sb:
I think that the whole Suicide Girl concept still lives on, despite the whole "going pink"/"front page" stuff. Everyone can still put together albums and have their own set of fans. You don't have to buy into getting that suicidegirl badge to be part of it. I also think that a lot of the reason why sets get chosen is not so much about prettiness or waifishness, and more to do with the quality of the photography, but people will be people, and it's hard not to think it's something to do with you personally, or your body, or whatever, rather than things like colour range or composition. Just go look in MR right now - in the last 10 sets added the one that stands out above all the others is Wendy's Lovebird set. Now, she's not waifish by any stretch of the imagination, and I'm sure that she wouldn't come top in a standard prettiness competition against some of the others, but the photography and composition is fantastic so she looks head-and-shoulders better than the rest. Jeez, even the seat cover colour goes with her tattoo colours!!

I'm not sure what a "true" Suicide Girl is, but I'm gonna do my thing for promoting self-esteem and say that, from the little I've known of you, you are gorgeous and sexy and have all the independant qualities of a real suicide girl. biggrin Analyzing is good, but only up to a point.

Take care. xxx
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I'm exhausted.

I spent a large portion of the day working on my AMCAS application (the central medical school app) and doing homework. I was marvelously productive, though it's because I actually took adderall today. The Application process for medical school is offensively daunting---and dauntingly expensive. It's overwhelming. I haven't even gotten my MCAT scores back. I try not to think about it often.

I'm...
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dave_sb:
If it was too easy I'm thinking you'd probably get bored and want to do something else more challenging!! wink Sounds like you're determined - so keep on going for it.

xxx
tawainai:
I know a few med students and like you, they are all pulling their hair out over these MCAT s. I believe you did fine. kiss I wish the world of medicine wasn't always so hard on the people who are trying to heal people.
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I'm saddened--by what I'm not entirely sure. There's just this persistent melancholy pressing up against my mood. It's more irksome than anything else. I finished reading TWEAK:Growing up on Methamphetamines. Great book. I tried to start reading Heart of Darkness, but Thor (my adorable kitten) kept pouncing on the pages. I think I've read the first paragraph of that book at least 13 times. Something...
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tawainai:
I found myself in the same situation as you last night. I like to sometimes read myself to sleep and found that i could not stay focused on a page and eventually just put the book away to stare at the ceiling. It sounds strange but when i can't concentrate, i daydream or try to reach back into my mind. Maybe there's something you forgot to do and just can't remember, what. surreal kiss
curioustomcat:
The worst is not to know what is troubling the mind... I prefered a recognized problem to an uneasy feeling.

For book suggestions:
"Good Omens" by Prattchet and Gaiman
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curioustomcat:
I think of another kind of slamming... blush

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P.S.: To get the full viewI had to check your attachments folder and it curves all right wink smile

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I woke up this morning with a beautiful boy sleeping on my bosom---and his cat was batting at my nipple ring. It was cute though. I'm so glad he's finally home! Though, I've been reduced to a giggling school girl for the time being....
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seasan:
yup, in order to do things in newark, much less delaware, you always need money. sure there are plenty of places to eat, but not much else
curioustomcat:
I saw that you like Nigerian food... Are you Nigerian?
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This monsoon weather reminds me of Nigeria. I hope it wont impede my lover's safe return from England.
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I think that whoever said that money cant buy happiness has never been to a liquor store.
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jimmythumbtack:
Thank youuuu smile happy you like my music!
lethal:
thank you!!!!! how r u???
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I'm a wonderfully chipper ball of migraine and melancholy. Je ne comprends pas pourquoi je l'aime. aprs les choses il m'a dit. Il a pil ma cur comme verre. J'ai an nouveau petit ami maintenant, mais je ne pouvais jamais l'oublier cette tristesse.
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I saw a bird on the sidewalk
looking up at me with her pale, shallow, lifeless eyes
I couldn't help but wonder what broke her fragile neck
the bones of the bird were hollow and light
Easy to break-- like the heart of a child

I suppose they still are

I kept looking behind me as I walked
Unable to simply forget
the creature now...
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