ladychaos

NEVER LET VEET GET ANYWHERE NEAR YOUR VAGINA. EVEN BY ACCIDENT!!!

I'm feeling marginally better, though the make up work and med school application essays are sufficiently piled up. I auditioned for the Vagina Monologues today. My Angry Vagina, Reclaiming Cunt and The Woman Who Loved to Make Vaginas Happy. I think I did the best with Cunt, however my moans were impeccable for Making Vagina's Happy.

feh

I hate being sick. I don't have time for this.

I'm wide awake. I have to be in class in less than 6 hours. My mind is everywhere in a manner that's markedly disorienting. I find myself longing for things to just be over, so I can just exist quietly---causing no ripples, causing no consequences. It's difficult, being the strong one. It's more difficult being support for someone else, when you yourself can barely stand...
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Here's a poem I submitted for class:

Awaking Alone on Mifepristone


I opened my red-rimmed eyes,
Sitting up slower than Sunday in Sing Sing

I clutched my pulsing womb
and knew the fruit was spoiled

I tried to breathe

I tried to ignore the crimson puddle
Steadily seeping, steadily growing
Steadily staining my heart, my hands, my knees

I tried to breathe

I tried to...
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I found my own, Personal Jesus. Someone who could hear my prayers, Someone who cares. I still couldn't reach faith.

Is alive, terrified. Things are not going according to plan. Not not not at all. Can somebody save me?

I got my MCAT scores back: Verbal:10, Bio:8, Physics:8 My writing score was atrocious since I didn't finish. All in all, I'm satisfied with my scores. My parents were very proud and excited--which was relieving because when I first got the scores I was in a bit of a state. I'm applying to twenty schools: Harvard, John Hopkins, Thomas Jefferson, Case Western, Howard, Morehouse, Meharry,...
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