ladychaos

I'm a wonderfully chipper ball of migraine and melancholy. Je ne comprends pas pourquoi je l'aime. aprs les choses il m'a dit. Il a pil ma cur comme verre. J'ai an nouveau petit ami maintenant, mais je ne pouvais jamais l'oublier cette tristesse.

I saw a bird on the sidewalk
looking up at me with her pale, shallow, lifeless eyes
I couldn't help but wonder what broke her fragile neck
the bones of the bird were hollow and light
Easy to break-- like the heart of a child

I suppose they still are

I kept looking behind me as I walked
Unable to simply forget
the creature now...
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I had a very strange dream.

It was not from my own perspective;I was the fly on the wall. It was strange, seeing myself from outside like that. I was walking down a corridor. My vibrant, violet heels clicked impetuously on the buffed linoleum with each purposeful stride. I don't know where I was going, but it was evident whoever was there was in trouble....
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It's late. I'm awake and alone in my apartment, listening. To music, to the contented purring of my kitten--Thor the Adorable, to the ever-present technological hum. I spent the evening taking pictures of myself, pretending to be a Sucide Girl. When the battery in my NIkon D40 died, I decided to write in my omnipresent moleskine journal...which is inexplicably missing! =[ Well, it's probably at...
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