this week has been stressful, i'm pretty exhausted.
my mom went home last saturday morning, and it was really hard to say goodbye this time. and now my brother is planning to move up to toronto this december, so i'll be the only one left in our family here. which makes me hate holidays a little bit already. i need to cut the pessimism but meh, it's easier than being positive about it right now. yay pity party! haha
i've been pretty broken up about it, and i guess i let it get to me. i have eaten one proper meal in 3 days. other than that, it's been one piece of fruit and maybe a slice of bread and then i go to bed dizzy, nauseous, lightheaded, dehydrated. but no appetite! and if i try to eat i feel even worse. my gosh darn emotions!! must learn to harness...that and having taken some time off work i now feel so behind and stressed...
the doggy got sick last night, so lethargic, no eating peeing or pooping which is so unlike a 3 month old dog...she had weird shakes last night, so we took her to the vet again and they spent the day with her testing for epilepsy. when it rains it pours i guess. no confirmations yet, but just hoping and wishing and desperately wanting her to be ok. also, vet bills are no fun. oh yeah, and the cats have worms. one fell from wayne's ass and hit me on the hand. that was no fun. oh well, they were due for a check up and such anyways and are on the road to a worm free life. poor guys
gosh im a complainer!
the end.
my mom went home last saturday morning, and it was really hard to say goodbye this time. and now my brother is planning to move up to toronto this december, so i'll be the only one left in our family here. which makes me hate holidays a little bit already. i need to cut the pessimism but meh, it's easier than being positive about it right now. yay pity party! haha
i've been pretty broken up about it, and i guess i let it get to me. i have eaten one proper meal in 3 days. other than that, it's been one piece of fruit and maybe a slice of bread and then i go to bed dizzy, nauseous, lightheaded, dehydrated. but no appetite! and if i try to eat i feel even worse. my gosh darn emotions!! must learn to harness...that and having taken some time off work i now feel so behind and stressed...
the doggy got sick last night, so lethargic, no eating peeing or pooping which is so unlike a 3 month old dog...she had weird shakes last night, so we took her to the vet again and they spent the day with her testing for epilepsy. when it rains it pours i guess. no confirmations yet, but just hoping and wishing and desperately wanting her to be ok. also, vet bills are no fun. oh yeah, and the cats have worms. one fell from wayne's ass and hit me on the hand. that was no fun. oh well, they were due for a check up and such anyways and are on the road to a worm free life. poor guys
gosh im a complainer!
the end.
Just try to take care of yourself properly, so that you can take care of your furry friends.
And don't worry about complaining- if you can't vent a little in your blog, where can you?