Saturday Oct 29, 2005

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I can't believe I've been married for a year. I never in a thousand year imagined that I would get married and here I am a year later.
The sex hasn't dropped off. You always hear that one about after you get married the sex drops off, but it hasn't. Maybe I'm just lucky.
Fuck man I am pretty lucky.

Friday Oct 21, 2005

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Fuckin Friday! Fuckin payday! Fucking dog has fucking papers! It's off to the Mill for a few steep drinks. Vodka straight up, Thank you!

Monday Oct 17, 2005

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Fuckin hell things just never seem to get less complicated. Time for some vodka. Try to keep your sense of humor while all around you is madness. Take another drink, relax.

Saturday Oct 15, 2005

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Last Poets
They call me Little Wille Armstrong Jones
Reach out for me baby. Reach out for me.
Cocaine lady, sweet lady, white lady, golden hair
Snow White down that flourishes across the waters
Cocaine lady, white outstreching hand softly caressing the white powder
Come on lady! Please Come. Across the waters, please come.
Let me bury my face in your palm of perfumes
I'm...
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Thursday Oct 06, 2005

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The Last Poets

Daybreaks, got the shakes.
Nose runnin, joint drippin, mind slippin, body aches.
Jones commin down!
Got a attitude, mother fuckin shit,
Fightin mad,eelin bad, funeral sad, another 24 hour drag
Jim, I needs me some skag.
Pawn my brother's doo-rag to cop me a transparent thin bag.
You see, you see, cause I'm, I'm strung out on a white witch.
My timeless...
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Sunday Aug 21, 2005

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it's becoming more evident with each passing day that i don't really have anything to offer the world after all.
alisa:

you said in the masturbation thread: alisa
hot very fucking hot!
great Bowie song also. One of my favs.



awwww. thank you so much for liking my set. i was kind of getting bummed thinking that most people were too good of friends to spank it to my sets anymore. so it was nice to read your post.

kiss



and about your journal entry: i really don't know you at all. so a useless: "oh, now, that's not true" statement would just ring hollow.

so to be completely honest i hope that you don't really mean that. and that if you do that you can find what you can contribute to yourself. whatever makes you happy is what matters. fuck the rest of the world if they can't appreciate what you have to offer. that just means you haven't met the right friends or your true love, yet.

find your passion and your path and everything else will fall into place. promise
kiss

[Edited on Oct 05, 2005 4:48PM]

Thursday Aug 11, 2005

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Shit is very confusing. I'm too close to my problems to think clearly about them. I need to rest. I need to regroup. I feel crushed by a giant nothing. Choked by my need to breathe.

Life and death all in one breath.

Engulfed in tar. Struggling - nothing.

Friday Jul 15, 2005

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I don't know what I'm doing. What the fuck am I doing. What the fuck am I doing. I'm not myself. How am I not myself. I'm not who I was supposed to be. I'm not much of anything anymore. I don't know what I'm doing. I'm doing the best I can. I'll just have to try harder.
pinkskulls21:
Just don't try so hard that you forget what you were even trying for in the first place.
treblah:
if you're him and he's you, and he's you and your him, am i still me? who's eating this chicken?

that would be a yes, sir wink

Tuesday Jul 05, 2005

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drunk again. haiku time.

beautiful lady
buffeted by rude spring winds
what sweet storm you make

Kobayashi Issa
much respect yo!

Tuesday Jun 21, 2005

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I've been fucked up for far too long. I've decided that if I'm really going to get my shit together that I need some clarity. I've got to clear out everything that isn't important . Take inventory and really figure it all out, before it's too late and I've missed my chance again. This whole last year was really poorly played. I'm still letting too...
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