lacunalethe

I've been fucked up for far too long. I've decided that if I'm really going to get my shit together that I need some clarity. I've got to clear out everything that isn't important . Take inventory and really figure it all out, before it's too late and I've missed my chance again. This whole last year was really poorly played. I'm still letting too many important decisions get made for me. I'm still not agressive at all. I haven't changed I've aged. I'm still stuck in the now, unable to see anything else, knowing things will change but for some reason not expecting them to. Time to clean all this shit up.