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It's weird how I used to worry about everything, particularly money. Now that I'm married, have a three month old, have problems at work, possible skin and testicular cancer, and no spare money at all, I don't seem worried at all. If anything I'm puzzled that I'm not freaking out.

Edison is so awesome. Hearing him laugh is the most amazing thing. Watching him smile is perfection.

Mercedes used to have this great healthy body image. She was a little overweight but she was totally at peace with it. 2 years ago she went to weight watchers to support a friend and they ruined her mind. She's still breast feeding and she's wanting to go on a diet again. I hate weight watchers. She was one of the only women I'd ever met that wasn't constantly degrading herself. She was confident and proud of herself. That's so much sexier than a slim waist. Now she talks shit about herself all the time. She hasn't even gained that much weight from the baby.

I just wanted to say that I love coffee. Yesterday I had an outstanding espresso from the usually sub-outstanding Capitol Hill Coffee House. thanks

I wish no one would kill or die in observance of this memorial day. Bullet wounds are so painful and dirty.

I wish I had some vodka. Drank the last of it last weekend in a voodoo doll. No money for a new bottle.