Fucking Saturday is here again. Time for drunken yardwork,
Vodka cranberry and lemonade. The reel mower, edger, hedge trimmers. machete, and weeder. I have to plant like 60 blue star creepers to take over this hillside. Set posts in concrete for a new deck area, and finish building a play structure for the kids. Sweet. Fucking sweet. Sunday will be blowjob and quesadilla day. Probably...
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Vodka cranberry and lemonade. The reel mower, edger, hedge trimmers. machete, and weeder. I have to plant like 60 blue star creepers to take over this hillside. Set posts in concrete for a new deck area, and finish building a play structure for the kids. Sweet. Fucking sweet. Sunday will be blowjob and quesadilla day. Probably...
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I've recorded the audio track to some of my favorite movies onto minidisc and when I'm riding around delivering packages etc. I'm end up listening to them. In some ways it's better than watching them. I hear dialog that I didn't know was there etc. I've listened to the Big Lebowski and the Royal Tenenbaums like 20 times this week. I just recorded Caddyshack tonight...
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Today was so boring. I felt absolutly crazy all day long. Today was like being trapped in insurance seminar, by noon I wanted to start a fight or just call it a day and go to a bar.
I'm going to bring a good book and better CD's with me tomorrow, maybe a skateboard. Tomorrow will be a better day. Fucking hope so.
I miss...
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I'm going to bring a good book and better CD's with me tomorrow, maybe a skateboard. Tomorrow will be a better day. Fucking hope so.
I miss...
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It's weird how I used to worry about everything, particularly money. Now that I'm married, have a three month old, have problems at work, possible skin and testicular cancer, and no spare money at all, I don't seem worried at all. If anything I'm puzzled that I'm not freaking out.
Edison is so awesome. Hearing him laugh is the most amazing thing. Watching him smile...
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Edison is so awesome. Hearing him laugh is the most amazing thing. Watching him smile...
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I used to feel like being in control was something really important to me. My way of being in control was to always make sure I was working and try to be as objective as possible. SInce about 5 months ago I've been feeling like fuck it. You know will I ever get out of debt. Will I ever get published. Will I ever do...
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unknowntrigram:
Welcome to the BCB group.
Sorry if I took a while to let yah in... it has been a busy week.
Was the pic entitled "sweet" a naked guy eating cereal on his balcony?
I can't really tell whats going on, but I see a lot of naked and a bowl.
Roit.
Sorry if I took a while to let yah in... it has been a busy week.
Was the pic entitled "sweet" a naked guy eating cereal on his balcony?
I can't really tell whats going on, but I see a lot of naked and a bowl.
Roit.
Lately I've felt so horribly outside of everything. There's a palpable distance between me and everyone in my life. It's strange. I hate feeling this way. I hate being outside. People need a connection of some kind. I haven't had much time to myself and all the things I've promised I'd do are stacking up. Things have been chaotic. I can't wait unitl Edison is...
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dookiejones:
You want this? Why? What makes you "unstoppable."
You want this? Why? What makes you "unstoppable."
lacunalethe:
I am unstoppable because I have nothing left to lose. I'm insanely horny right now. Not that that has anything to do with anything. Fuck it. I rant to live. Let me in.
I think Manko is effing hot. Pics of me are boring. Your photoset is pretty sweet Sydni. I wish there was more.
[Edited on May 14, 2005 1:01AM]
I think Manko is effing hot. Pics of me are boring. Your photoset is pretty sweet Sydni. I wish there was more.
[Edited on May 14, 2005 1:01AM]
fuck...
My son is getting bigger. He's like 11 pounds. He's constantly outgrowing clothes. I suck at changing diapers. Apparently there's some kind of trick to the way you fold the diaper that keeps poop from getting on the diaper wrap. Mercedes has shown me a couple of times and I just don't get it. Being a new parent is terrifying. There is an endless supply...
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papawheelie:
i raised a baby by myself. it seemed like it was taking forever and now it seems like it went by _so_ fast.
my advice (and also the best gift you can get _any_ new parent) is to have a diaper service. I know that when I was buying diapers i would hesitate to change the baby sometimes (because I always default to budgeting/tring to save money) where as when i had a service there was just a flat fee and i could change the baby every 5 minutes if i wanted to without feeling like it was a money concern. it was ultimately so much better for my daughter who _never_ had a rash or had to have dirty pants on.
also the most important advice I cangive you: i learned that when the baby sleeps, i sleep. even if there are a million things I feel like I want to do 'while i have the chance'. it's ultimately easier to do chores with the baby around/awake if the parent has had enough sleep. even if i was driving along and noticed the baby falling asleep i would literally pull over wherever i was and sleep too. get on the baby's sleep schedule and it has AMAZING results
and have fun. f'reals.
my advice (and also the best gift you can get _any_ new parent) is to have a diaper service. I know that when I was buying diapers i would hesitate to change the baby sometimes (because I always default to budgeting/tring to save money) where as when i had a service there was just a flat fee and i could change the baby every 5 minutes if i wanted to without feeling like it was a money concern. it was ultimately so much better for my daughter who _never_ had a rash or had to have dirty pants on.
also the most important advice I cangive you: i learned that when the baby sleeps, i sleep. even if there are a million things I feel like I want to do 'while i have the chance'. it's ultimately easier to do chores with the baby around/awake if the parent has had enough sleep. even if i was driving along and noticed the baby falling asleep i would literally pull over wherever i was and sleep too. get on the baby's sleep schedule and it has AMAZING results
and have fun. f'reals.
papawheelie:
i play punk songs on the uke too. i even put together an acoustic all pirate punk band recently called "the ship disturbers" it was great.
I'm so poor I don't know what the hell I'm going to do anymore. I work at a shady job. They found a way to pay me 1/2 pay for my vacation time and my rent just went up by $250. Ouch I'm fuct. I had enough money to buy a highlighter today. that made me feel better. Sort of. 
Stuck@work thinking about all the things i'd rather be doing
god damn I'm tired. lamest journal entry ever.
lately when I drink I lose a sense. I've gone blind, deaf, and lost my sense of touch respectively. I haven't noticed if I lose smell or taste. Dreary holidays coming fast. 
for yardwork even.