lackluster

at my non- mentally disabled job.. i had to help a mentally disabled lady for two fucking hours because no one else knew how to handle her.

my allergies were killing me.. and i had to wake up at seven am only to find out that my car will be 5000 fucking dollars to repair. its not even worth it.
we call that "totalled" in the biz.

fuck it. im going to have to buy some peice of shit ugly car to get me through the next two years until i can get a new one.

but somehow... having near a pretty fucking TERRIBLE day... i feel happy. i feel good.


i feel all fuzzy. i have a crush on somene. it's sexy.

[i call this one a virtual mind fuck. look him up.]




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Good things about RIGHT now:

Joshua
Michigan
Synth pop [still]
Hair products [always]
Chain smoking [again]
Biology [unfortunately]
History [forever]
House wares
Gold rum
Allergy meds
Not looking too punk
My friends
Your friends
His friends
Her friends
Denmark
Facials
Real eyebrows
Vinyl
Free shit
Wireless internet
Tricks
Fridays
Wax
Chicago
80s porn
Re-learning guitar
Bon fires [I guess]
Bad calls with no recourse
Soy
Cheap motels

Now you go.


This is truly the summer of yo la tengo.
Everything about this band makes sense but especially the b-sides.