lackluster

GOOOOD fucking GOD


last night marty calls me.. invites me to a party in long beach. i call josh... this friend of a friend from indiana to see if he'd like to see long beach.

we show up and there are like 10 people there... its like a dinner party. so basically i could kill marty. then i go inside.. and GUESS whos fucking house it is.

this inland trash community college fantastic sams scenester girl from back in the day AND SHES TALKING SHIT.

hahaha we did not get along.
everyone in there fucking hated me. how awkward to be hated and high. ha

then i said i was gunna run to the liquor store to make an excuse to get the fuck out of there... and this guys like "yeah i was gunna say.. theres a liquor store on the corner" kinda implying "get the fuck out of here"

and marty is in this weird thing where he doesnt drink.. which usually only lasts a week... but i hate how like several people i know have to be all or nothing with this.

im gunna 1: run to beach cities and get some amazing bread sticks

2: go to the bank.. well maybe this should be number 1

3: go to the WUAAAA WUAAAA ....shudder,,,, mall. because christmas is in like 8 days and we havent gotten anyone anything yet.



you KNOW i'll update later <3

i miss joshua. he should come see me.