lackadaisiac

So an update:

Since me and Brie broke up I've found a place to live and have started to lay roots. My roommate is awesome, we seem to complement each other really well even though were almost complete opposites. I'm coping and I even manage to sleep here a little. Mostly is sucks because I'm working mornings now so its harder to find an output to finish my day. I can't go out because I need save money and I can't stay at home because I lapse into some kind of lonely depression. I'm trying to get back into silk screening because since I got out of school my mind has turned into mush, one never ending party. Circumstances seem to be working against me. I know I'll make it through as long as I don't stop moving. While at the same time my only redemption seems to come from some sort of evolution. It'll be a long time before I can feel whole again. The line between doing the right thing and doing what feels right is becoming more blurred with each day that passes.