lacadence

Sunday morning...

Dear SG Land,
Thank you for the welcome back. I missed the site, I did. I have Nine Inch Nails "Every Day is the Same" playing. That title doesn't ring true for me at all and the past hour or so of my life will seriously vouch for that. The Pisces called me to come and see him. We have been speaking more frequently lately. For almost a year we have been off and on due to our hectic schedules. I have never met someone so driven as myself, who works so hard to make their dreams come true and who lets it consume them till there almost nothing left of them. My career and my work is my reason for living and breathing. I am a workaholic in every sense of the word. Now I have met my match.

At the end of our phone conversation he did something he has never done before...he told me he loved me. It feels so good and painful. Someone loving me hurts. I think it's because it changes things between us now. Words could never pin the fear and joy that resides in me. I want to cry and I don't know whether they would be tears of joy or pain. I guess I trust this because it took him this long.

Jadednerdgirl said their definitely was a spark between us, I hope it burns into a flame that can withstand many miles, fear and the banes of the entertainment industry.

I love him more and now he knows.