*inhales and exhales deeply*
ok, sooooooooooooo I went and hung out with Gen yesterday. We relaxed at her house... watched a movie and ate pizza then decided randomly at midnight we were gonna goto the club. Man I love spurr of the moment shit.
we goto the club, mingle, talk with peoples and then play some pool. Well I get stopped trying to pass her and suddenly i got the deer in headlights look case shes just staring at me, grinning, and not letting me go past her. Here im thinking to myself "heres your chance... just fucking kiss her" but no.... stupid fucking me just stood there deer-in-headlights staring back at her. Before I knew it.... she leaned in and went for it. It was breif, soft, gentle and oh so omfg-i-think-my-tummy-just-fluttered that id made me grin ear to ear. i was relieved to see that she had a big cheesey grin on her face too. right anyway... the rest of the evening was light conversation and a lot of us looking at each other and blushing and giggling (i know... so fucking sickning yet adorable at the same time) closing time rolls around so we head back to her place... plop down on the couch and watch empire records (score! so love that movie) about half way through it the two of us were turning into a pile of goo we were sooooooo tired and couldnt keep our eyes open. finally i got up and went home.
ok so tonight.... went out to the beach........ im fucking glad i did too. there were quite a few people there swimming under the moonlight having a good time... well after folks calmed down Gen and i wandered off to the edge of the water and just chatted about random stuff but it was ever so adorable! : ) heheh I know it sounds cheesey in a way but damn it feels good to feel alive again. Between all the fabulous new friends ive been making and the way this girl is making me feel, things are getting better on a daily basis.
and it does help i can be my zany silly goofy geeky self around her and it doesnt bother her one bit.... she's just as geeky as me! *squee*
ok, sooooooooooooo I went and hung out with Gen yesterday. We relaxed at her house... watched a movie and ate pizza then decided randomly at midnight we were gonna goto the club. Man I love spurr of the moment shit.
we goto the club, mingle, talk with peoples and then play some pool. Well I get stopped trying to pass her and suddenly i got the deer in headlights look case shes just staring at me, grinning, and not letting me go past her. Here im thinking to myself "heres your chance... just fucking kiss her" but no.... stupid fucking me just stood there deer-in-headlights staring back at her. Before I knew it.... she leaned in and went for it. It was breif, soft, gentle and oh so omfg-i-think-my-tummy-just-fluttered that id made me grin ear to ear. i was relieved to see that she had a big cheesey grin on her face too. right anyway... the rest of the evening was light conversation and a lot of us looking at each other and blushing and giggling (i know... so fucking sickning yet adorable at the same time) closing time rolls around so we head back to her place... plop down on the couch and watch empire records (score! so love that movie) about half way through it the two of us were turning into a pile of goo we were sooooooo tired and couldnt keep our eyes open. finally i got up and went home.
ok so tonight.... went out to the beach........ im fucking glad i did too. there were quite a few people there swimming under the moonlight having a good time... well after folks calmed down Gen and i wandered off to the edge of the water and just chatted about random stuff but it was ever so adorable! : ) heheh I know it sounds cheesey in a way but damn it feels good to feel alive again. Between all the fabulous new friends ive been making and the way this girl is making me feel, things are getting better on a daily basis.
and it does help i can be my zany silly goofy geeky self around her and it doesnt bother her one bit.... she's just as geeky as me! *squee*
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And that's awesome! Glad to hear things are going so well!