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**Well, he called - last Tuesday night. It was amazing. We talked for about an hour...about nothing super serious, but he made a lot of 'we' statments. Like, remember when 'we' did this? etc. I slept like a baby that night. It ended with his phone dying, and he told me to wait a half hour and call him back...but I didn't. I don't like how it ended so grey.

I'm thinking of writing him a letter, well I actually already started it. I just want to reiterate some things to him, but I am also hesitant. It would feel better for me to get it off of my chest, but I just don't know if I want to show him my scars. A friend of mine would tell me to write it, but to never send it....I just can't do that. I'm the most impatient person that I know. Not to say that I'm irrational - just impatient.

**Joy's wedding was this past weekend. It was a good time had by all. She looked so happy. I hope it stays that way - she really deserves it. It was a very happy, yet very lonely day for me. Sheesh. Her brother is very cute, very smart, and very single. But also very backwards and shy. It's a shame. He's going to make some girl a very good husband one day.

**School is going alright. Being in class until 10pm is just dreadful. Tonight is the first night that the teacher has kept us the whole time though. One more year...
Well, less than that but its kind of hard to see the light at the end when I'm just beginning this program.

**Work is also going alright. 3 of the 3 people I work with are out of the office this week. The work is exhausting, but I'd rather be busy than bored. Plus, I get major brownie points with our director for handling everyone's stuff in addition to my own. I was very productive today. Really.