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So, I feel kind of like an idiot right now...and I'm not sure why.
I just got off the phone with Boy...he seemed to be either really annoyed to hear from me or he had a really bad day. I'm kind of confused with what's going on with us. When we're around each other he is totally awesome...and he calls me MOST times. I think I'm just being a whiny girl. His dad and stepmom are coming into town next weekend and he hasn't invited me yet. We've only been dating a month and a half - I should be more patient. I know this. I just can't help but feel some sort of rejection from it though. Thoughts, anyone?
I know I'm being dumb.... I stayed at his place again last night and he cuddled with me the ENTIRE night. Which I normally can't stand, but I was just feelin' it.
I think we're gonna have to have the talk soon...I'm getting anxious. It seems like he wants to talk about it. The other night he asked me "what i was thinking" and like a coward, I just said 'Nothing'. Really I wanted to jump up and say, 'You are the best thing that's happened to me in a very long time, will you be my bf??'
End Rant.
So, I feel kind of like an idiot right now...and I'm not sure why.
I just got off the phone with Boy...he seemed to be either really annoyed to hear from me or he had a really bad day. I'm kind of confused with what's going on with us. When we're around each other he is totally awesome...and he calls me MOST times. I think I'm just being a whiny girl. His dad and stepmom are coming into town next weekend and he hasn't invited me yet. We've only been dating a month and a half - I should be more patient. I know this. I just can't help but feel some sort of rejection from it though. Thoughts, anyone?
I know I'm being dumb.... I stayed at his place again last night and he cuddled with me the ENTIRE night. Which I normally can't stand, but I was just feelin' it.
I think we're gonna have to have the talk soon...I'm getting anxious. It seems like he wants to talk about it. The other night he asked me "what i was thinking" and like a coward, I just said 'Nothing'. Really I wanted to jump up and say, 'You are the best thing that's happened to me in a very long time, will you be my bf??'
End Rant.