Soooo bad at updating. I've been extremely busy with school, work and miscellaneous other things.
I took my cam to get developed so I should have new pics soon. Yes, I am the only person in the free world without a digi cam. le sigh.
I am happy to report that things are going wonderfully with the boy
I freaked out a little last week...my last relationship has me so conditioned to not being affectionate and knowing that I am wanted around that I was a little standoffish with him. In turn, he thought that I didn't like him.
I had to clear the air there, but it also made me angry at myself for almost jeopardizing this because of past experiences. It's only natural, but it sucks, man. 
Tell me - how have you been?
I took my cam to get developed so I should have new pics soon. Yes, I am the only person in the free world without a digi cam. le sigh.
I am happy to report that things are going wonderfully with the boy
I freaked out a little last week...my last relationship has me so conditioned to not being affectionate and knowing that I am wanted around that I was a little standoffish with him. In turn, he thought that I didn't like him.
I had to clear the air there, but it also made me angry at myself for almost jeopardizing this because of past experiences. It's only natural, but it sucks, man.
Tell me - how have you been?
Sent you an email updating you on things, post some pics of you and loverboy!
I know about the protection/standoffish thing. It seems like I have a hard time finding a balance. I don't want to smother or scare anyone with my affection, but I don't want to be seen as standoffish either or uncaring either...I am looking for something in the middle.
I am glad that things are going well for you with the boy. Communication is scary, but incredibly necessary.