la

i find myself today at a loss.
it seems, i'll always impact my peers
in ways i don't intend.
without even being that actively
responsible for talking to them.
last night
i was pretty much written off as an insensitive bitch.
because a friend
never showed his true feelings.
never told his story.
never shared what he was going through.
and now,
it's my fault that i was always nice.
i can't help him
can't save him
it's all terribly uncool.