Thursday Apr 21, 2011

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This is seriously the best.song.ever.
Don't even think about disputing me.



Working so hard, mostly because I am trying to forget all the reasons I feel like shit about myself. All the reasons why I am never good enough, always the friend never the girlfriend, always last picked for the team, always second choice. I think that is in the cards for some people, it sucks but it is what it is right?

I'm planning a trip, not sure exactly where I am going and if I will find what I am looking for, but I need to at least try, so I can sleep at night.

Does anyone else get sick of seeing other people so damn happy and "in love"? I saw these two people hugging and kissing by their car, and clearly enamored with each other, while they took up the parking spot I needed. All I could think of was how much I wanted to vomit and how much I would like to inflict physical harm on them.
I am so jaded it is not even funny.

Tell me something exciting, happy, funny. Jesus tell me anything. I am damn bored.

piratenate:
I know exactly what you're talking about - there's some people out there who need clobbered....and basically I'd love to do it. As for the working so hard, I completely understand that too. In my case personally, I reconnected with a female friend recently who had been in a very abusive marriage, and all thru the bad times she had told me I was her best friend in the world. But now that she doesn't "need" me now...she's fallen back in with some real dickhead friends who were NOT there for her when it counted, but now they get to reap all the benefits and I'm left out in the cold. So yeah, that kinda stuff I also try to block out by keeping way too busy, etc. I know where you're coming from.

I hope you find what you're looking for...you deserve to be a girlfriend to someone if only because of the honesty of this blog....it says a hell of a lot about you as a person.

I know Suicide Girls to a lot of guys is all about tits, ass, piercings and tattoos....which don't get me wrong, I love....and you are fucking sexy as hell yourself...I think you're just about my ideal chick. But it's also just as refreshing for me to read some of the honesty that comes thru and realize you're all living breathing REAL people. I don't interact nearly as much as I should, but I try when I can.

And again - I hope you find what you need and deserve! Hit me up anytime you want some humor or anything...I'm usually quite good at itsmile

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