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Tuesday Feb 22, 2011

Feb 22, 2011
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Sometimes the days run into each other and I forget where I am- in the scheme of things such as time.
I've decided to use this excess energy and the training in human behavior thus far, to a greater good. Ive been accepted into a volunteer position as a crisis interventionist for victims of violence. The training is intense, the shifts 12 hrs overnight but I figure instead of pining over things that will never be, things beyond by need for control, something good can be had. I think all I've wanted to do my entire life is help others. The knee jerk reaction of years of not getting help for myself.
I think society could be a pretty solid place if we all got sight of what's important.
(yeah it's a ramble)

SPOILERS! (Click to view)

In my dream you walk around inside me, plant daisies in the dark crevices the years have left. You smile, perfection, like you do and tell me it's dark but unminding cause that's our life and we don't need light cause we're together and just so - us.
In my dream you're healthy - lacking sickly pallor - and like you were before and I can believe you fully- there's only one place I'll ever want to be.
The morning I wake - daisies dead - and dark somehow darker ( is it possible?)
You've left a note - you don't like it here, solitude is all you'll ever need. The lesson to be content with this.
The dream being but only the absence of a nightmare



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Feb 22, 2011
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I have been thte not knowing what the day is because there all the same
Feb 22, 2011

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