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Wednesday Feb 16, 2011

Feb 16, 2011
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I started reading the poetry to my 6 year old. Not the traditional kindergarten poems, but the great poetry of modern times. He expresses a serious interest in writing. He writes stories daily, asking me to help him spell the difficult words like "sometimes" or "colorful". I couldn't help but smile this morning as I sat beside him, listening to him recount the ideas for his new story, and helping him spell it.

I immediately decided that, unlike my dysfunctional fucked up parents, I would cultivate his desire, into a talent, something he would love doing and bought him his first composition book. For all my fucked up problems, having a kid like him makes me think maybe I am not so fucked up. That is awesome.



SPOILERS! (Click to view)

They ask where I will be
tomorrow
A rhetorical question

On the bus on the way
to the shrink and watching carefully
all the dirty transients getting on and off and again

Staring out the window at the place
just
beyond my peripheral
but I know its there

The stop bell, the lighted indicator, the robotic voice announcing
next stop
I realize I am not here or there
or where

The mental jacket is tight in this place.




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listennow1:
Thank you smile I don't really talk to my parents about stuff like that a lot. Because I think it can just lead to more disappointment. But I probably should do. I know I could please them and how to please them. But that's just not stuff I want to do.
Feb 17, 2011
groove:
I think that is *awesome*.
Feb 19, 2011

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