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Ok I don't know what's wrong with me, if I am going through a cycle or something but I had a hard time at work today. I thought this job was better but I have this fear it's going to be the same and I'm starting to panic. I can't keep switching jobs, but my boss turned into a dragon lady today when I said I had a doctors appt and had to leave a little early. I don't know why people have difficulty communicating effectively. I don't know what to do.

I had an epiphany last night, well sort of. While I was not sleeping and thinking. Of all the people I have met, known, dated and a few I loved, I've never loved anyone as much as this one person. If I told you the story you'd think I'm crazy but I've never felt so strong about someone. I've said some things about him that aren't true, out of hurt and anger. I want to say sorry, he's really a wonderful and sweet man and anyone would be lucky to have him. He's just a beautiful person

So it's thanksgiving for all of you tomorrow. It's wierd for me because Canadian thanksgiving is in October and always a Monday, which gives us a long weekend.
What are you doing for turkey day?