So Therapy Session 1: Attempt to make me non crazy
Status: looking promising
I hate hate hate looking for a job. I have 3 billion things to do today, yet I am writing a blog on a site which I am not even supposed to be on. I am sick of being felt like I am some stupid moron that can't work a retail position. Like jesus christ, How fucking hard is it? Paste a eat shit smile on your face and operate the cash register. Yeah thats right, I have been there before.
I have to start writing a journal of my experiences from birth to now- well what I remember anyway. I have been trying desperately to find my biological father, to get some details of my younger life that my mother won't share with me. My mother was a freaking dope addict who married some fucking alcoholic abusive rapist and is still married to the motherfucker. They screwed up my entire perception of a normal life. This journal is going to be nasty and who knows, may become a best seller because some of the stories most people wouldn't believe.
Harlequinne on relationships:
Marriage is one of the hardest things I have had to do in my life. Waking up day after day to the same boring person is similar to eating the same thing for breakfast every day...it gets old real fast. But I am trying and through our ups and downs and splits and potential divorces I think we have a common goal and thats the kids. I guess its stupid to stay together for the kids but I am trying to give them the life I never had. Two parent house where they are civil to each other, neither is a drug addict or alcoholic and hey we even do things with them instead of locking them in their room to get them out of our hair.
Maybe I could be a professional complainer. I do complain alot as I am sure you all realize...
" I wait until tomorrow and hope that better days will follow"
Status: looking promising
I hate hate hate looking for a job. I have 3 billion things to do today, yet I am writing a blog on a site which I am not even supposed to be on. I am sick of being felt like I am some stupid moron that can't work a retail position. Like jesus christ, How fucking hard is it? Paste a eat shit smile on your face and operate the cash register. Yeah thats right, I have been there before.
I have to start writing a journal of my experiences from birth to now- well what I remember anyway. I have been trying desperately to find my biological father, to get some details of my younger life that my mother won't share with me. My mother was a freaking dope addict who married some fucking alcoholic abusive rapist and is still married to the motherfucker. They screwed up my entire perception of a normal life. This journal is going to be nasty and who knows, may become a best seller because some of the stories most people wouldn't believe.
Harlequinne on relationships:
Marriage is one of the hardest things I have had to do in my life. Waking up day after day to the same boring person is similar to eating the same thing for breakfast every day...it gets old real fast. But I am trying and through our ups and downs and splits and potential divorces I think we have a common goal and thats the kids. I guess its stupid to stay together for the kids but I am trying to give them the life I never had. Two parent house where they are civil to each other, neither is a drug addict or alcoholic and hey we even do things with them instead of locking them in their room to get them out of our hair.
Maybe I could be a professional complainer. I do complain alot as I am sure you all realize...
" I wait until tomorrow and hope that better days will follow"
I guess not.
Interesting.