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Sunday Feb 21, 2010

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Lying on the filthy leather couches, recently recovered from the garage, she drifts on into sleep and it couldnt come soon enough. Once her eyes are closed she returns to that place where he is, the only place she can see him and touch him and its as close to being real as she can ask for. Shell dream of a love she can never have, a foolish schoolgirl crush that will never come to fruition but she dreams anyway

Intense green eyes and a smile that could melt the coldest heart she cannot stop staring at this specimen, this man, this lover. Hands that fit perfectly in her own, delicate and strong and arms that were meant to hold her close to his own heart. Its silent enough to hear a heartbeat and she smiles, because her heart beats faster when hes around. They walk in the woods together and take measure of the pine trees, covered in soft layers of fresh fallen snow, giggling and sticking out her tongue to catch some in her mouth. The wind blows and the snow falls off the tree and whips around her like the sea.

When it stops she opens her eyes and stares at the pale blue room, the dank burgundy leather couches and the television turned up much too loud.
Until next time she whispers


This for _solipsist_, cause we share a sick fascination...


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