l1vingdeadgurl

I am beyond bored today. I cant even write a decent blog because my mind is filled with senseless shit, because I have had no mental stimulation all day. Staring at the computer screen, staring, staring until my eyes start watering and my sinuses hurt, my head is pounding like there is a little man in there with a pick axe pounding my eyeballs. I hate this picture of me, I rip it into a million pieces and burn it, burn it to ash and blow away the ashes, for this picture is hideous..eyes being windows to my soul, but there isnt one so what do my eyes show? An empty room? Black and menacing, it shows the dark place, the place there is nothing, nothing at all.

Fuck I hate being bored.