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Monday Dec 21, 2009

Dec 21, 2009
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I can write no stately proem
As a prelude to my lay;
From a poet to a poem
I would dare to say.

For if of these fallen petals
One to you seem fair,
Love will waft it till it settles
On your hair.

And when wind and winter harden
All the loveless land,
It will whisper of the garden,
You will understand.


I am beautifully wonderful today. Christmas is almost here, time off and happy thoughts. This new year is going to be different I can feel it.



SPOILERS! (Click to view)

I said "lets go a place that only we know; where time stands still"
He said " I know of this place, an old airfield in Arizona- time definately stands still there"
I said " Promise me we will meet there"
He carefully nudges away from the subject, Silly broken soul as he is...
I know its in my destiny, I have seen it in my dreams, we are there, talking about everything and nothing, and maybe we hold hands. Maybe we count the stars or stare blankly at the sky. Maybe it doesnt matter, cause we are there, where time stops. He is not my grumpy face here, he is just him. Handsome and beautiful all at the same time. My smile never ends, my heart beats fast. Where time stops.



I wonder what possesses people to lie about certain things. Being no angel myself, I am not judging the act of lying, just when little white lies turn into terrible sickening lies. All to serve ones own agenda. Do people not think of the other people they offend when telling these lies. Will some people stop at nothing to make someone love them? I understand how hard it is, when you love someone and maybe its not reciprocal.
I am a huge believer in the motto "whats meant to be will work out perfectly in the end" so why to people try and change fate? If someone doesn't like you, telling them something terrible happened to you is not going to make them love you. Yes, it will give you the attention you are obviously desperately craving. Once the crisis is over that person is still not going to love you. Then do you make up and even more horrible story to get them to give you attention again? When does it end?

Anyway, my own take on things. The world according to me. Whatever you want to call it.

Countdown to Christmas everyone!!

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