Oh Make me over
I'm all I want to be
A walking study
in demonology
I am actually a little busy at work today which is good I guess. I had to step out and see the Psychiatrist for my twice monthly appointment. After waiting for her to finish her lunch, I got in to see her. There were these ladies in the waiting room and they kept talking and talking and talking and all I wanted to do was punch them in the face. I felt like saying "why dont you shut up and read the paper or something!" Once again I held my tongue for fear of the repurcussions of not thinking before I speak. Its getting better.
So she thinks I may have a personality problem, which I have been trying to tell her for over a year now. My blood levels are low and are causing me to act more erractic and reckless than I already do. YAY! I told her about how I have been so angry lately but surpressing it because anger is not an emotion that people welcome. It eats me up though I just feel like smacking someone out.
I am looking forward to this year being over. It has been a really, really rough one for me. Its gotten a little worse in the last month or so, but all around the entire year sucked. I was really looking forward to something better, but I ruined it like I always do. Oh well. Life goes on.
New Moon countdown is t- 2 days. I am super excited. I wanna bite Edward then have dirty sex with him.
I got a thing for the skinny pale ones
This is my first weekend off in over a year. I am doing xmas deco's with the kids.
What are you doing this weekend?
I'm all I want to be
A walking study
in demonology
I am actually a little busy at work today which is good I guess. I had to step out and see the Psychiatrist for my twice monthly appointment. After waiting for her to finish her lunch, I got in to see her. There were these ladies in the waiting room and they kept talking and talking and talking and all I wanted to do was punch them in the face. I felt like saying "why dont you shut up and read the paper or something!" Once again I held my tongue for fear of the repurcussions of not thinking before I speak. Its getting better.
So she thinks I may have a personality problem, which I have been trying to tell her for over a year now. My blood levels are low and are causing me to act more erractic and reckless than I already do. YAY! I told her about how I have been so angry lately but surpressing it because anger is not an emotion that people welcome. It eats me up though I just feel like smacking someone out.
I am looking forward to this year being over. It has been a really, really rough one for me. Its gotten a little worse in the last month or so, but all around the entire year sucked. I was really looking forward to something better, but I ruined it like I always do. Oh well. Life goes on.
New Moon countdown is t- 2 days. I am super excited. I wanna bite Edward then have dirty sex with him.
I got a thing for the skinny pale ones
This is my first weekend off in over a year. I am doing xmas deco's with the kids.
What are you doing this weekend?
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graspingsquare:
i doubt it 
plus who said that was a bad thing
plus who said that was a bad thing
graspingsquare:
We will have to :] but i dont think i will be in canada for a long time :/