l1vingdeadgurl

Things are somewhat better today. I didn't O'D on ativan as I was sure I was going to. My nerves were just so bad yesterday...
I have come up with a game plan, which number one involves a new job and number two following through on two of my passions, photography and jewellery. I have a contact in Alberta for the jewelley and I am going to work on photography contacts in Toronto. I am going to start shooting things for free just to add to my portfolio. I am going to fill my days with so much I wont have time to make bad decisions....
Mom is here this week and it has been so great. She is such a help around the house and with the kids. I wish she would move back here.
I have to do a new set. I need some ideas. I need a photographer. Mostly I need money to pay that photographer. I could do another self shot but there is only so many themes you can go with.
I am also still working on a halloween costume. Its not easy for a bigger girl (eww I hate saying that) to find a awesome costume. I am out of ideas.
I am also off to print my resume out to hand out at the local mall.

what are you going to be for halloween?