ok people im back ... well in some sort or another ... just not feeling myself lately , and i guess i should let all you all in on it , so here it goes...
Tuesday of last week i went out with one of the bartenders from work , he was driving so i said hey fuck it im getting pissed , in which case i did , now as we were at the last bar for the evening , morning by this point , he was settling the tab and as i could barely stand up i told him i was going to sit in the truck till he was ready. Now in the course of the evening we had picked up a few people to party with and one of them was a girl that was a friend of his ... so when i get to the truck to pass out i find that the girl that was with us is half hanging out of the truck ... and her pants are half hanging of and her shirt was pushed up , now i my drunk brain tried to process the tiny chain smoking little man that lives in my head wakes up and starts to take control of the situation , she was not trying to get out and pee she was being raped ... as i could tell from the guy running away from the truck with his fucking pants hanging off ... commence kyshak freaking the fuck out ... i didnt know what to do and my judgement wasnt the greatest so i just did the only thing i could think of , put her back in the truck and go get my friend .. now as im trying to push this 6 foot mostly naked girl back in the truck i feel a massive hand grab my shoulder and sling me back into the car we were parked beside ... it was the guy we had went out with ... he is looking at me and then back at the truck and he looks at me and just says "Please tell me this doesnt look like what it looks like." the only thing i could say was " hesh went thsh waysh " , now seeing as im not a fucking peice of shit rapist and the fact that only 2 minutes had passed since i came out to the truck and when he came out it was pretty obvious that i didnt do this ... thank god he wasnt drunk because he would have beaten the shit if the wrong guy (he is about 6' "4 400 pounds , lets just say he is a BIG guy) then i would have gone to jail for this shit ... so he did the only thing he could think of thorw us in the truck and get the hell out of dodge .. now since then he has talked to her and she just either denied it or just didnt care .. now for anybody that knows me just even a little bit can attest to the fact that have 3 big no no's
1) You shall not hit
2) You shall not rape
3) You shall not cheat
well lets just say if i didnt have a reason to quit drinking i fucking do know and i havnet had a drink since then ... and i have been a little freaked out about sex too ...
and the other thing that has been helping blending my brain into a milkshake is that my mom told me the other night that when she went to the doctor he told her that she has a couple of lums in her breast and they cant tell her what the hell it is .. gotta love doctors , its all guess work in white coats , so the final verdict was he cant tell her its cancer but he also cant tell her it is cancer , and that he has never seen this before , now the only reason this freaks me out is that my grandmother just died of cancer about 2 months ago , she went in one week for back pain and the goofy fucking doctor said she was fine and the next week she went in and she was eaten up with the shit ... she died one month later
so good people sorry for the stupid peotry last week but on top of all that i have been thinking about a certain someone again (it's coming up on a kind of anniversay) so lets just say my friggin brain has been going on overtime for awhile and thats not good for one who doesn't sleep a lot and drinks waaaaay to much coffee ... well good people i need to be off to work ... sorry for another really fucking depressing update but such is life.
guess the only thing i am looking forward to is dragon-con ... need some geekness in me soul. and on that note IM OUTTA HEERRRREEEE!!
end transmission - kyshak
Tuesday of last week i went out with one of the bartenders from work , he was driving so i said hey fuck it im getting pissed , in which case i did , now as we were at the last bar for the evening , morning by this point , he was settling the tab and as i could barely stand up i told him i was going to sit in the truck till he was ready. Now in the course of the evening we had picked up a few people to party with and one of them was a girl that was a friend of his ... so when i get to the truck to pass out i find that the girl that was with us is half hanging out of the truck ... and her pants are half hanging of and her shirt was pushed up , now i my drunk brain tried to process the tiny chain smoking little man that lives in my head wakes up and starts to take control of the situation , she was not trying to get out and pee she was being raped ... as i could tell from the guy running away from the truck with his fucking pants hanging off ... commence kyshak freaking the fuck out ... i didnt know what to do and my judgement wasnt the greatest so i just did the only thing i could think of , put her back in the truck and go get my friend .. now as im trying to push this 6 foot mostly naked girl back in the truck i feel a massive hand grab my shoulder and sling me back into the car we were parked beside ... it was the guy we had went out with ... he is looking at me and then back at the truck and he looks at me and just says "Please tell me this doesnt look like what it looks like." the only thing i could say was " hesh went thsh waysh " , now seeing as im not a fucking peice of shit rapist and the fact that only 2 minutes had passed since i came out to the truck and when he came out it was pretty obvious that i didnt do this ... thank god he wasnt drunk because he would have beaten the shit if the wrong guy (he is about 6' "4 400 pounds , lets just say he is a BIG guy) then i would have gone to jail for this shit ... so he did the only thing he could think of thorw us in the truck and get the hell out of dodge .. now since then he has talked to her and she just either denied it or just didnt care .. now for anybody that knows me just even a little bit can attest to the fact that have 3 big no no's
1) You shall not hit
2) You shall not rape
3) You shall not cheat
well lets just say if i didnt have a reason to quit drinking i fucking do know and i havnet had a drink since then ... and i have been a little freaked out about sex too ...
and the other thing that has been helping blending my brain into a milkshake is that my mom told me the other night that when she went to the doctor he told her that she has a couple of lums in her breast and they cant tell her what the hell it is .. gotta love doctors , its all guess work in white coats , so the final verdict was he cant tell her its cancer but he also cant tell her it is cancer , and that he has never seen this before , now the only reason this freaks me out is that my grandmother just died of cancer about 2 months ago , she went in one week for back pain and the goofy fucking doctor said she was fine and the next week she went in and she was eaten up with the shit ... she died one month later
so good people sorry for the stupid peotry last week but on top of all that i have been thinking about a certain someone again (it's coming up on a kind of anniversay) so lets just say my friggin brain has been going on overtime for awhile and thats not good for one who doesn't sleep a lot and drinks waaaaay to much coffee ... well good people i need to be off to work ... sorry for another really fucking depressing update but such is life.
guess the only thing i am looking forward to is dragon-con ... need some geekness in me soul. and on that note IM OUTTA HEERRRREEEE!!
end transmission - kyshak
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bi_photo_chick:
HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY...HOPE ITS A GREAT ONE 
randumb_thought:
happy mfn birthday, old man.