!new! sitting here, had a BAAAAAD night at work and have pretty much come to the conclusion that i should have in highschool...i don't fit in anywhere...now i know that you shouldn't want to "fit in" but for christ sakes even the trench coat mafia had a niche?! i don't even have that...i really don't know anybody else like me...even on here...which is one of the reasons why i joined...now im not saying any of you all arent cool...im just saying that if we got together for a beer that you all would so look at your watch and say "ooooh look at the time...gotta go...nice to see you" for chirsts sake i couldnt even hang out with one of one of best friends tonight because i absolutely hate some of her friends...well one in in fact, the others just hate me because i dated her...and the sad fact is i kinda liked one of them, only bad thing is that it was her ex...ahh i dont know anymore...im getting to the point in my life where i dont give a shit anymore...if you don't hit me i don't care anymore...im just getting tired of hating...i live off of my anger and spite for the planet earth...and its slipping...and if thats slipping then i have nothing...i have no idea what im doing anymore... all i do know is that im tired of working kitchens where i know than my owner...i want to draw or create for the reat of my life...not sling burgers and fries for the drunking masses...but i digress...sorry all i have been drinking and im feeling low...just really wanted to spend today with her...it was her birthday and when we were together i had a whole day planned...im talking about reservations and penthouses reserved...just didnt hit me till i left work tonight...yet another special day in her life i wont be there...ahhh im being stupid..need to lisen to some hank and finish off this bottle of jack i bought-later all
Well hello dear readers!! so as im bleaching my hair i thought i would update...ok well lets see on the last episode i told you all i had a date...so i guess ill start there...i went ok..i was a total gentleman...didn't try to do anything bad...for a change
didnt even try to kiss her good night..thought that if she wanted to she would have let me know...or im just a moron and couldn't read the signals so it went ok i guess, we went to uptown sushi and had all you can eat sushi..which if anybody here has read KITCHEN CONFIDENTIAL then you know that is a BIG nono...but i didnt die so i guess it couldnt have been to bad..sushi wanst the greatest i have ever had but i was hurting for a semi cool place to take her, seeing as the really nice restaurant she wanted to go to was closed... but i did have an epifany though...i just cannot date..i am the worst conversationalist in the world...and the bad thing is conversation is really important to me..i just sat fishing for stuff to talk about...and i think i bored the hell out of her, even though she said she had a great time...but as we all know women are the queens of saying on thing and meaning another but im guessing that one of the major factors was that she is an 18 yr old cheerleader in her final year of highschool and im a 29 yr old comic book artist...just not a lot of common ground there yes i said 18 yrs old and i also said she just finished up her senior year...how in the hell do i get myself in these situations *laughs at himself and shakes head* but over all i did have a good time and i guess it was a good dating exercise...and now im talking to a girl at work who is named jennifer...what the fuck is it with me and that name...i have like had so many jennifers in my life that its kind of spooky...lets see what else..oh everybody go and tell pineapple happy frickin' birthday...she can now finally go and hang with all of her friends at the bar and see how fucking boring it can be got her a really cool present but im not going to say what it is since she reads my scribblings on here 
been writing some...trying to get my comic ideas in some sort of order so i can finally draw the damn thing...hopefully i can maybe submit it to image and see if they like it...and as for the whole "beheadding" thing, well i do feel for the family, but what im really pissed about is the military boys who thought that shit was amusing...fucking losers...i am so damn glad i got thrown out now...and i would post something about it but dont really think this is the place for it...well shit on a happier note i talked to my friend in ashville and im all set to go get inked next week...trying to decide if i want to go ahead and get 2 or just get the one...guess ill make up my mind there ill post a pic as soon as i get back..well thats it for now...and now the questions..because im soooo thought prevoking lol..
1) What are some of the things you do to prepare for a date?
make sure i have clothes ready, shave all the places that need to be shaved, and rub one out...yes rubbing one out before a date does do a tremendous amount for my state of mind oh and if im driving make sure i have good music picked out for the drive
2) Was thinking about another pericing? any suggestions on where?
was thinking about my lip or tops of my ears
3) what do you do to make yourself happy?
movies or a trip to the comic shop
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Well hello dear readers!! so as im bleaching my hair i thought i would update...ok well lets see on the last episode i told you all i had a date...so i guess ill start there...i went ok..i was a total gentleman...didn't try to do anything bad...for a change
didnt even try to kiss her good night..thought that if she wanted to she would have let me know...or im just a moron and couldn't read the signals so it went ok i guess, we went to uptown sushi and had all you can eat sushi..which if anybody here has read KITCHEN CONFIDENTIAL then you know that is a BIG nono...but i didnt die so i guess it couldnt have been to bad..sushi wanst the greatest i have ever had but i was hurting for a semi cool place to take her, seeing as the really nice restaurant she wanted to go to was closed... but i did have an epifany though...i just cannot date..i am the worst conversationalist in the world...and the bad thing is conversation is really important to me..i just sat fishing for stuff to talk about...and i think i bored the hell out of her, even though she said she had a great time...but as we all know women are the queens of saying on thing and meaning another but im guessing that one of the major factors was that she is an 18 yr old cheerleader in her final year of highschool and im a 29 yr old comic book artist...just not a lot of common ground there yes i said 18 yrs old and i also said she just finished up her senior year...how in the hell do i get myself in these situations *laughs at himself and shakes head* but over all i did have a good time and i guess it was a good dating exercise...and now im talking to a girl at work who is named jennifer...what the fuck is it with me and that name...i have like had so many jennifers in my life that its kind of spooky...lets see what else..oh everybody go and tell pineapple happy frickin' birthday...she can now finally go and hang with all of her friends at the bar and see how fucking boring it can be got her a really cool present but im not going to say what it is since she reads my scribblings on here been writing some...trying to get my comic ideas in some sort of order so i can finally draw the damn thing...hopefully i can maybe submit it to image and see if they like it...and as for the whole "beheadding" thing, well i do feel for the family, but what im really pissed about is the military boys who thought that shit was amusing...fucking losers...i am so damn glad i got thrown out now...and i would post something about it but dont really think this is the place for it...well shit on a happier note i talked to my friend in ashville and im all set to go get inked next week...trying to decide if i want to go ahead and get 2 or just get the one...guess ill make up my mind there ill post a pic as soon as i get back..well thats it for now...and now the questions..because im soooo thought prevoking lol..
1) What are some of the things you do to prepare for a date?
make sure i have clothes ready, shave all the places that need to be shaved
, and rub one out...yes rubbing one out before a date does do a tremendous amount for my state of mind oh and if im driving make sure i have good music picked out for the drive
2) Was thinking about another pericing? any suggestions on where?
was thinking about my lip or tops of my ears
3) what do you do to make yourself happy?
movies or a trip to the comic shop
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now that THAT'S out of the way, no I haven't done that in front of him yet, though I did it all the time in front of my ex. I think it's pretty fuckin funny. Although I have belched loudly in front of him, but I do that in front of anyone.