kyshak

Hot Damn....what a fucking day...oh sorry hello dear readers...well lets see work sucked big freaking huge gigantic sweaty donkey balls...but i did figure out why i drink so damn much, and its because everytime i have a pain in the ass day at work i go and have a beer at the bar after to calm down , and i decide to have a shot? and it's downhill from there...but the reason i have bad nights at work is because i always pick the fucking job that always has the worst people in soceity working there...even the mangament...i think i am the only person there that knows what the phrase "work ethic" is...and can spell it...fuck beans man...then before work i figured out that the reason i don't have my bank card is when i started the account the retard who fill out my application forgot to put my damn apartment number on it...so the post office sent it back...and these morons didn't even call me when they got it back to see why it was returned....i swear to all that i hold dear that if i see one more stupid human tonight i am going to start my killing spree...then after i got home and checked some stuff out on the net i found out a bit of info that just drives me nuts...i would go into it but i don't want to start another all out fight with somebody...and you know what you did...fucker....about the only thing i have to look forward to is i have a date this weekend...and on sunday i start running agian...w00t...so i should be in shape by the end of may...lets see what else...oh i start AA next week...i just can't drink anymore...i don't think i'm an alcoholic, i just can't monitor my drinking...so that's it people...kyshak drinks nomore...i just hope it takes this time...hmmm anything else...oh shaved for the first time in a while and it feels great...dont know why i stopped doing that...i know to much info well i can't think of anything else right now, i'll edit if i do...now the questions...

1) Have you ever cheated on somebody?
NO!! and i hate guys that have really great girls and they still try to get trim...really pisses me off...

2) Have you heard the new CURE album? and is it any good?
no, that's why i asked the question

3) What are your impressions of me so far? (note: this is not a "am i cool" question. just was wondering how i seem to outside people...even though you really can't tell much from just an online journal....by the way be honest...i can take it )

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captain's log supplemental:
Stole this from mercie's journal...think it kinda fits me..
Song Lyrics Time:

Rufio, TEARS

I sit and hear you sleep
I don't want to go
You're there beside me
but your so far away
I talk to you
While your asleep
You can't hear a word
You can hear everything

Chorus
Tears are feelings we cant say
Tears mean that you care
Tears are mixed emotions
Tears are more than tears

The pouring rain
from my eyes
means to much
To keep inside
i sit and watch you leave
my life forever
I know you'll be gone so long
MY LAST WORDS ARE NOTHING

And i tell you i care
And nothing more
I cant say how i feel
so i cry

Chorus

It's the light
behind the shadow,
That sacred face
Behind the mask

but on a up note the first dog had puppies...have pix if you want to see puppy cuteness...now we wait for the other one to have hers...too many animals around here

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