so yeah...lets just say i have been here and you are up to speed with me and the happenings with my little life...
now with that said...crutches and the breaking of ankles suck the balls...
got back from a trip to the east coast to see family and the few friends i have left there...fortunately they are all located in one duplex...
seeing family was great...got to finally spend some time with my nephew, so he can at least put a face to the name when they talk about me...got to take him to a double feature Iron man and Hulk in one day...mucho marvel geekness ensued...plus it was cool to educate the kid on the ways of marvel...god forbid if i ever spawn something...that kid will know more about marvel then they will about algebra...now that i think of it the marvel knowledge will be more useful than the algebra...seeing as how i have only ever use that damnable math one...and was in Fallout the video game...
the only thing that made it almost unbearable was to go over to the apartment that me and my ex spent 2 years of our marriage in...seeing the old couches we fooled around on...the kitchen that we cooked in...i almost broke down when i first walked in...i was flooded with memories of when i would come home from work and she would throw her head back to kiss me hello...its so damn surreal to think that from then - which really wasnt that long ago - to now...and she wont even say a damn word to me...i know she has her new life and all that...but she was and will always be a huge part my life...she was my best friend...my confident...she was my everything...and now...nothing...and god help me im still in love with her...
it did me a world of good to talk to a guy who i didnt really know until me and her parted ways...but after we talked a lot online and now i dont know why i never talked to him before...we drank and talked about the situation...i told him that for the life of me why havent i been able to move on? i thought i was...hell i even feel in love with someone else ( who fucked me over more than anybody i can think of ) but yet i would still take M back in a new york minute...i have no clue how to handle this...i miss her as much now as i ever did...
so yeah...i guess not HAS changed with me...still going to school and i still want her back in my life...
now with that said...crutches and the breaking of ankles suck the balls...
got back from a trip to the east coast to see family and the few friends i have left there...fortunately they are all located in one duplex...
seeing family was great...got to finally spend some time with my nephew, so he can at least put a face to the name when they talk about me...got to take him to a double feature Iron man and Hulk in one day...mucho marvel geekness ensued...plus it was cool to educate the kid on the ways of marvel...god forbid if i ever spawn something...that kid will know more about marvel then they will about algebra...now that i think of it the marvel knowledge will be more useful than the algebra...seeing as how i have only ever use that damnable math one...and was in Fallout the video game...
the only thing that made it almost unbearable was to go over to the apartment that me and my ex spent 2 years of our marriage in...seeing the old couches we fooled around on...the kitchen that we cooked in...i almost broke down when i first walked in...i was flooded with memories of when i would come home from work and she would throw her head back to kiss me hello...its so damn surreal to think that from then - which really wasnt that long ago - to now...and she wont even say a damn word to me...i know she has her new life and all that...but she was and will always be a huge part my life...she was my best friend...my confident...she was my everything...and now...nothing...and god help me im still in love with her...
it did me a world of good to talk to a guy who i didnt really know until me and her parted ways...but after we talked a lot online and now i dont know why i never talked to him before...we drank and talked about the situation...i told him that for the life of me why havent i been able to move on? i thought i was...hell i even feel in love with someone else ( who fucked me over more than anybody i can think of ) but yet i would still take M back in a new york minute...i have no clue how to handle this...i miss her as much now as i ever did...
so yeah...i guess not HAS changed with me...still going to school and i still want her back in my life...
It's good to see you mister.
Sadly, anything much beyond shorts and flip flops is considered an abomination here, and walking to the car in that suit would likely give me heat stroke.
Though the grocery is air conditioned.