kyshak

i figured lets do a tally here...the is from monday...


sleep....i would and actual sleep i get is around 3 hours a night...so 3 hours times monday equals....not enough


food...i still havent had any solid food for, well going on 4 days now...the only thing i did eat this week AND kept down was a bowl of cereal monday night...but other than that i have eaten 1 hot pocket, 1 bowl of ramen, and 1 apple...which all came back up an hour or so after eating them...


i had estimated that i had lost oh maybe 30 pounds since may 31...i was around 205 when she left...and i just weighed myself..forgot my roommate has a scale...i am at a ripe old wieght between 170 and 175!!! wooooot!! well at least i can fit back into my old rock a billy clothes....


called and gave my dad the info for my financial advisor last night...im still going to see this thing through to the end...thats right im a big believer in beating the hell out of the dead horse...hell why do you think i tried to get mel back for as long as i did...because im not happy till the horse is like so much pulp on the ground...well im off to work good people...at least i have both jobs off tomorrow....maybe i can watch domino now