kyshak

ok wow what a change of attitude since i got off work...i was really excited about coming home and trying to wrok on some of these mounting art projects i have going on...and then i get the bitch out letter of all times...im sorry hon if you dont want to talk to me anymore..im sorry it came to this...i cant believe that you think i am a that kind of person that sits there and plots and schemes and twists my mustache and cackles maniaclly and wrings my hand together....i thought you knew me but maybe you never did or maybe there are outside forces that feed this vile portrait of me to you... i dont know anymore... i have written my response to you and i know that you will never talk to me again and that the chasm that had formed between us is even wider now...
but i just cant sit here anymore and pour my heart out to someone that couldnt give a shit about me...im sorry you feel guilty..im sorry that you feel pulled in all directions...i tried to help you and you never let me..so what else am i supposed to do...you win melissa...you win...

well i guess the only update is that i got a job opportunity today that if i get it is going to make me some really good money over the rest of the summer...10 an hour painting stairs and doing other kinds of landscape stuff...just hope i can talk to this guy tomorrow...

well im off to see the cut man in the corner, i have a hemmorage above the left eye and i think i am down for the count...