kyshak

well...looks like i am going to have to cancel my appoinment for the second seesion with the shrink...fucking money...i hate this fucking town...i hate this fucking apartment...i hate looking at the people who i thought would make it out of here that are still here...just kills me that if they cant make it out what fucking hope do i have...i know this is just me being whiney and bitter and just plain nasty but yesterday was so fucking hard for me...blah blah blah i just woke up so let me get a fews cupd of joe in me and maybe ill post a better blog...journal...whatever...