kyshak

Well i thank you all for not sending me eyeball bills on the last post, it was a doozy but it helped me out a ton...i have an appointment wednesday at 3 pm for the head shrinker...i feel really good about it...plus her finally calling me today, and we talked a bit about what i was feeling and about what i wrote...i think can get in a better place where we can talk like we used to...and we both agree that for right now it is better that we are apart...although its strange during the day i am totally fine, i have my eye on the prixe i am strong and confident, but as soon as the damn sun goes down...around 10 or 11..i doa total polar opposite switch and become manic and freaky...have to ask the doctor about that


I GOT THE JOB AT PAPA JOHNS WOOOOOT now i can pay some of this looming debt thats been hanging over my head...i can finally feel financially good about this move...not if i can only get the school grant money issue settled i can finally breathe that final sigh of relief...this is where i would normally say something negative...but im not gonna..i can do this if i keep my head up and and i stay focused...and i thank everybody for all the love..it is appreciated.