went to bed around 2...woke up around 3:30 in a cold drenching sweat...you ever a dream where you know that this is to true to be a dream...then the thing happens like a week or a year later...and it crosses your mind a split second that you had a dream about that very same situation....well i had about 6 or 8 of them last night...
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welll ive done stressed myself into a cold...went and bought a bunch of cold stuff last night...i also bought the greatest thing ever invented...nyQuil...and denis leary is right, they should switch the warning label on the bottle to "Don't make any fucking plans!"
bought hellboy along with my medicine last night and i watched about...ooooohhhh.....5 minutes of till i slipped into a fucking coma...and i...
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bought hellboy along with my medicine last night and i watched about...ooooohhhh.....5 minutes of till i slipped into a fucking coma...and i...
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_thegrifter_:
nyQuil rocks and yet is total evil on my system. I have to use it sparingly or I get cranky & loopy. 
Good luck kicking the cold.
Good luck kicking the cold.
crymsen:
The Tussin.
lol well in my extended emo state when i had the mental financial breakdown the other night and deleted my pix and got rid of the groups and the like...well i thought i had saved those pix already...guess i didnt because im and idiot...sigh...well if for some reason you have saved any of those old pix do you mind emailing them to me...yep im a...
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allycat_13:
Awwwwwwww, thats so sad! They were so cute! I is a sad panda for you Dear Sir. Which ones did you delete other then the ones on Myspace that I just saw for the dumb bulletin you did that I conformed to? he he
allycat_13:
Man was that a long sentence I wrote or what? HA 
And I'm supposed to write properly.
Well Poe kicks ass in my eyes and I enjoyed alot of his works while in a long term facility when I was 15 sooooooo without him I probably wouldn't have enjoyed myself quite as much.
I think hes a brilliant writer and I should look into this Heroin info you speak of. I have only heard of Absynth and maybe Laudenum used by Poe.
Yeah I just looked it up, says opium.
Sucks about the pictures hon. I say take new ones and later you can dye your hair blue again!
And I'm supposed to write properly.
Well Poe kicks ass in my eyes and I enjoyed alot of his works while in a long term facility when I was 15 sooooooo without him I probably wouldn't have enjoyed myself quite as much.
I think hes a brilliant writer and I should look into this Heroin info you speak of. I have only heard of Absynth and maybe Laudenum used by Poe.
Yeah I just looked it up, says opium.
Sucks about the pictures hon. I say take new ones and later you can dye your hair blue again!
Wheee i ate something and it stayed down....it was 3 carrots but hell at least i didnt 
them
themi figured lets do a tally here...the is from monday...
sleep....i would and actual sleep i get is around 3 hours a night...so 3 hours times monday equals....not enough
food...i still havent had any solid food for, well going on 4 days now...the only thing i did eat this week AND kept down was a bowl of cereal monday night...but other than that i have...
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sleep....i would and actual sleep i get is around 3 hours a night...so 3 hours times monday equals....not enough
food...i still havent had any solid food for, well going on 4 days now...the only thing i did eat this week AND kept down was a bowl of cereal monday night...but other than that i have...
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allycat_13:
So it says the planet is spelled Kashyyyk. That is way off from your spelling.
I like the way you rearranged the letters though, very creative.
I like the way you rearranged the letters though, very creative.
Ok so here is the situation...i talked to my financial advisor yesterday and she said even with the pell grant and the staford loan that i would still need to get a cosigner to get a sallie mae creative loan...a KELP i think she called it...so that would mean that i would have to ask my dad to cosign with me...and i talked to him...
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allycat_13:
Nah man, I think Texas would be a whole lot more fun with you in it. You make me laugh and you like a lot of the same shit as me. Come on now, we're both Star Wars geeks. And zombie freaks at that! 
You're not a loser, quit kidding yourself about that please. I'm glad you posted in DFW. Without doing that I wouldn't have seen your stanky butt on SG in the first place so bravo Dear Sir. *Claps*
I hope you don't put your pencil down. I would like to see more stuff actually.
And zombie freaks at that!
You're not a loser, quit kidding yourself about that please. I'm glad you posted in DFW. Without doing that I wouldn't have seen your stanky butt on SG in the first place so bravo Dear Sir. *Claps*
I hope you don't put your pencil down. I would like to see more stuff actually.
deadofwinter:
I know I am the last person you want advice from and forgive my bluntness, but you are not a loser.... Not unless thats what you resolve yourself to be. You, just like me have been thtough a hell of a lot more shit than most people ever have and somehow have managed to struggle on. You have a lot more talent than you give yourself credit for. And although you are making a late start in trying to get that talent seen, the only way it will not happen is if you give up. Look into other financial options until they are all exhausted. Look into other schools. I did the campus tour of place called Full Sail in Orlando Florida and it was fabulous! At the time they had programs that could not be beat by any other school. Their website is http://www.fullsail.com. Again I know im the last person to take advice from but swallow your pride and take a look at it. There are also books that give listings of programs of all kinds that help people get money to go to school. I can get you some of those titles or websites from work if you would like. Its p to you man...
Either way, I hope everything works out in the end and you get to go to school. I think if you dont give up on it, you will eventually make it into a school and will find your calling...
Steve
Either way, I hope everything works out in the end and you get to go to school. I think if you dont give up on it, you will eventually make it into a school and will find your calling...
Steve
he said no...
_thegrifter_:
Did you apply for a government student loan or one from a bank/service?
well i thought everything was going well with the financial aid stuff....but i got the dreaded call from the advisor and i had to change the marital status to separated....jesus christ everything was going so well...i know i jinx myself by thinking everything was going as planned...my advisor told me not to freak out, but im sorry, IM FREAKING THE FUCK OUT.....its looking like i...
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allycat_13:
Things to make you laugh. I want these so bad, shirts from Threadless.com
crymsen:
How does your marital status effect financial aid? I guess I don't understand.
thanks to allycat_13 for this song
Through Glass by Stone Sour
I'm looking at you through the glass...
Don't know how much time has passed
Oh god it feels like forever
But no one ever tells you that forever
Feels like home sitting all alone inside your head
Cause I'm looking at you through the glass...
Don't know how much time has passed
All I...
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Through Glass by Stone Sour
I'm looking at you through the glass...
Don't know how much time has passed
Oh god it feels like forever
But no one ever tells you that forever
Feels like home sitting all alone inside your head
Cause I'm looking at you through the glass...
Don't know how much time has passed
All I...
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allycat_13:
Go take a look in the DFW group and see what shit you started.
They "Love" to make fun of my ass. ha ha Funny thing is I really don't see what their point is, I really do know Dallas. heh
They "Love" to make fun of my ass. ha ha Funny thing is I really don't see what their point is, I really do know Dallas. heh
allycat_13:
Anti Magellan? WTF is that? Explain, very funny.
And
kick ninjas ass any day of the week. My friend Mishou loves like me and has friends on here that love ninjas ass well and they war back and forth over whom is better. They had a Ninja Vs. party this year. When she had them over they took over her computer when she was away from it and her desktop was changed to Ninjas. heh
Anywho thanks for commenting in the group. I almost spit out my DP. lol
See how mean they are to me and being the group owner doesn't matter! Its why they do it mainly. My joke is I will ban you!!!!!
Anyhow I won't get lost showing you or anyone around here in Dallas or Ft Worth. lol
I have a Mapsco for both Dallas and Ft Worth anyhow. Go me!
And
kick ninjas ass any day of the week. My friend Mishou loves like me and has friends on here that love ninjas ass well and they war back and forth over whom is better. They had a Ninja Vs. party this year. When she had them over they took over her computer when she was away from it and her desktop was changed to Ninjas. heh
Anywho thanks for commenting in the group. I almost spit out my DP. lol
See how mean they are to me and being the group owner doesn't matter! Its why they do it mainly. My joke is I will ban you!!!!!
Anyhow I won't get lost showing you or anyone around here in Dallas or Ft Worth. lol
I have a Mapsco for both Dallas and Ft Worth anyhow. Go me!
i wrote this to her for a our two year anniversary...i had put it in a little brown leather frame with little embossed flowers on it, it just made my think of how i liked to just sit and watch her...now i am not a writer by any strech of the imagination but i thought it was at least worthy to send her....she was the...
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crymsen:
Trying to judge yourself on a global scale is tricky business. Virtualy no one makes a real impression on human existance.
As far as heart break. I am a believer that you can never really get advice for that. Good advice will always seem bad, and visa versa. The only truth I have seem to heard is that "Time heals all." Which is something of bullshit in itself.
Something that helped me was to write down what I wanted to accomplish, and then the steps it would take to get there. I could always say I wanted to reach some goal, but on a day to day basis it is hard to keep it in scope. Thus,. I ask myself everyday what I did towards those goals and required steps. I would like to think it keeps me on track. At least more so than before... *shrug*
As far as heart break. I am a believer that you can never really get advice for that. Good advice will always seem bad, and visa versa. The only truth I have seem to heard is that "Time heals all." Which is something of bullshit in itself.
Something that helped me was to write down what I wanted to accomplish, and then the steps it would take to get there. I could always say I wanted to reach some goal, but on a day to day basis it is hard to keep it in scope. Thus,. I ask myself everyday what I did towards those goals and required steps. I would like to think it keeps me on track. At least more so than before... *shrug*
williamj:
thats some lines from a song that was on the radio when i was doing my journal update.
i think its blue octobers "hate me".
Kiss Kiss Bang Bang was a awesome movie. i lost it when the dog ate his finger.
i think its blue octobers "hate me".
Kiss Kiss Bang Bang was a awesome movie. i lost it when the dog ate his finger.
dont know if im depressed or just tired or both....feel drained and theres still so much to do AND my nerves are shot and i still have to wait till next week to hear back from the rest of my financial aid....but i have a mantra going and right now thats the only thing thats giving me strength....anything you truly want does not come easy...and...
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well i qualify for federal aid!!! this isnt surpurine for me since i didnt make shit last year...but now i have to wait...most likely all weekend and into monday...to see how much im going to get from the pell grant and if and how much im going to get from the staford loan and the...
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well i qualify for federal aid!!! this isnt surpurine for me since i didnt make shit last year...but now i have to wait...most likely all weekend and into monday...to see how much im going to get from the pell grant and if and how much im going to get from the staford loan and the...
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allycat_13:
Dorkus, I just left a comment on the last journal. I swear you update more then anyone! 
Congrats on the Aid!
Congrats on the Aid!
You should get these huh? he he
Sadly they are $189.99
Okay I see another set for $47.99. Wow, I was thinking they were nuts for wanting so much.
Zombie Set