kyloren_sith

Yeah so i've been sort of gushing over this girl for the past week or so and we went on a couple of dates. In fact I wrote a few blog posts about her and how our first date went well and then even the second date. So today I go up to her and we're chatting and then out of the blue she gets really mad at me and tells me that she wasn't ever looking for dates or a boyfriend and then she stormed off. She didn't believe the 3 times we went out were dates at all and were just friends (i guess all her friends take her to french restaurants and then record shopping). To be honest I'm a bit bummed out because I actually kinda digged this chick. I wasn't looking for anything hardcore or anything like that but I kind of wanted to date her a bit and take things slow. I guess she just wasn't feeling it. To be honest I would've liked to have found this out maybe the second time we went out and save me some heartache but oh well. I hate to bring moods down and sound like a total Squidward but I'm really tired of meeting jerks or people who just don't know what they want. If I could be really candid for a second, i've met some extraordinary girls here on SG and even in person and i've met some wonderful people on this site. I just sort of wish some SG's or ladies from SG and this community lived closer out here. I totally wouldn't mind dating somebody who shares my interests, ideals, and love of SG hahaha. Oh well live and learn right? Gotta stay positive and keep my head up. :D