kyleomen

I am disappointed in the world.

Such violent thoughts run through my head.

I need to relax.

So Im sure all of you that live around me have heard of the shite storm that is aaa comin. I hoped beyond hope that we were done with this snow business. It had to happen when there is a perfectly amazing party about to take place. I...
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I keep dreaming about summer. You know that it must be a good time of the year when you keep dreaming about it. I dream about the warmth and my summer job. I dream about riding my bike along the shore coast for hours on end. I dream of the deck at my shore house and the magnificent conversation that have taken place. It's memories...
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I feel the sick coming on. You can tell when one nostril is clogged to hell and the other is completely clear. Then, tomorrow the other will be clogged and my throat will be sore. If I had money for a Zpak or something Id be fine. Fuck it. Im not complaining, much. I know that there are others that have it ten to one...
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How the fuck is it five thirty already!?! My day seems to have melted into painting, oddn ends, and my penis. I would masturbate all day if I had the choice.

Why is that when I want herbal refreshments that no one has the goods? Last night I was reminded of the days where I would spend all day looking, calling everyone I knew that...
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I need to invent a substance that can instantaneously bring you out of a deep sleep.
Water you say? Nah, to wet. Coffee? Nah, too much work. Remember, Im an American. Instant gratification is the name of the game. I will go with a magical pixie dust. I shall call it kocaine. Ha, Im so original.

I wish printer ink wasnt so expensive. I have...
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What is the difference between today and yesterday? I will tell you. It is one simple change that branches out into a million feelings.

The weather.

When I awoke yesterday my attitude completely changed when I saw the beauty of the day before my eyes. I accomplished so much with in a short period of time just because of the weather.

The weather. One of...
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I dont know why I havent updated. Ive been so busy loosing track of time, Ive lost myself in the process. I gave in to the temptations we all fear. I believe it was because I was so overwhelmed with my search that I just needed a release. I think Im back on track, whatever that track may be, wherever it may lead. I hope...
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My landlords are fucking moving. I have to find a new place to live. This is complete bullshit. I was getting comfortable. I was paying off my debt and now I have another financial catastrophe in front of me. We also need a third roommate, a girl if possible. Some more estrogen would be nice. I mean, I have a lot but without the boobage,...
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I am riddled with fear.

Completely perplexed by this never ending nexus of who I am.

Who I am. This phrase makes no sense.

I have two jobs now which is tiring but worth it. I need the money. I need to get the weight of debt off my shoulders. Debt weights five point three million pounds. Yes, I am that strong. No, my back...
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Blah.

That is all I can say.

Blah.

I live with an aggressive moron whose only way to show any kind off friendship is through dominance. I cannot be dominated. It isnt in my nature.

Life is so unclear.

What happens, happens.

What the fuck am I talking about?

Where is the love of my life?

Where?