I have found someone very special. I am happy.
I need to level out my finances. Money is evil.
The party didnt go exactly the way I planned. The only good part about it was that Ria and I had a chance to sleep in a big bed and cuddle.
Her name is Maria. Ria for short. She is short, cute, and sprite like in nature. I adore her.
Hardly any of the people that were going to come, came. That really pissed me off. If youre going to tell me that youre coming then FUCKING COME. I bought as much as I did base on estimates. These people totally fucked up my girl to guy ratio. I made up for the loss with people I didnt know as well. I had to be a fucking baby sitter.
Why cant I change? Why do I talk about my faults as if restating the problems will help? I reemed someone out last night for doing just that. I dont even deal with it. I make excuse after excuse. I am pathetic.
My life is chaos. I want control.
I need to level out my finances. Money is evil.
The party didnt go exactly the way I planned. The only good part about it was that Ria and I had a chance to sleep in a big bed and cuddle.
Her name is Maria. Ria for short. She is short, cute, and sprite like in nature. I adore her.
Hardly any of the people that were going to come, came. That really pissed me off. If youre going to tell me that youre coming then FUCKING COME. I bought as much as I did base on estimates. These people totally fucked up my girl to guy ratio. I made up for the loss with people I didnt know as well. I had to be a fucking baby sitter.
Why cant I change? Why do I talk about my faults as if restating the problems will help? I reemed someone out last night for doing just that. I dont even deal with it. I make excuse after excuse. I am pathetic.
My life is chaos. I want control.
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sarahjane:
oh yeahhhhhhhhhhhh!
southernbelle:
Awwwwww, that's so sweet!! Good luck!!