I dont know why I havent updated. Ive been so busy loosing track of time, Ive lost myself in the process. I gave in to the temptations we all fear. I believe it was because I was so overwhelmed with my search that I just needed a release. I think Im back on track, whatever that track may be, wherever it may lead. I hope Im on it.
I did not mean to neglect you my friends especially the people I try to frequent. As I get my shite together hopefully you will see me more often.
That is all the proof that I need to know that I am weak. Im in a constant state of getting my shite together. There has never been a point in my life where Ive said my shite is together. Quite frankly, it is tiring. I fear I may never reach that level. But I put that fear aside because I am an optimistic person at heart. I know for a fact that I am capable of great things. But I am always blinded by superficial notions of not being an individual, along with countless other things that I choose not to divulge.
Someday I will be strong. Someday I will be fearless.
I did not mean to neglect you my friends especially the people I try to frequent. As I get my shite together hopefully you will see me more often.
That is all the proof that I need to know that I am weak. Im in a constant state of getting my shite together. There has never been a point in my life where Ive said my shite is together. Quite frankly, it is tiring. I fear I may never reach that level. But I put that fear aside because I am an optimistic person at heart. I know for a fact that I am capable of great things. But I am always blinded by superficial notions of not being an individual, along with countless other things that I choose not to divulge.
Someday I will be strong. Someday I will be fearless.
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on the good side, you still have me to bitch at you