kyleomen

Ha, my life seems meaningless without work. Isnt that sad? I have nothing to do all day. All the fucking dishes are done because I did them. All my clothes are clean because I cleaned them. I dont want to go out because I have no income at the moment and Im not stupid. Though, since Annies been back we have hung a lot. I am so jealous of her and her Germany travels. Someday Ill go again.

Im finding out now that having sex with a friend just doesnt do it for me anymore. I mean it was great and all but then what? I couldnt wake up next to her and be glad that shes there. I cant treat her as if we are together. Thats all I want. Now Im even worse off in my opinion. Whatever. Fuck it. I dont care.

I am sore. So very sore.

To believe in fate is nice but it means lonely times ahead.