Wow. My family keeps trying to get me to do inane chores with them. Have you ever just wanted to be on vacation and be on vacation? No, I don't want to fix shit, clean shit, do shit. I just want to be sad and read. Fuck this. I have shit to do when I get home and I don't want anything else stressing me...
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sneeks:
no one can ever tell what you would like and or need. they just don't get it.
kyki:
Thanks. It's true and it's really good to hear someone else tell me that because it's validating and I don't feel like a bitch for wanting things I think I need.
Papi's funeral was yesterday. Gramma gave us all hankerchiefs. I cried a lot. It's really sad. Father mathew came out for the service. He was really cool. He was on the phone with papi when he died. I didn't want to cry because I have to try and stay strong for Roy's funeral and it's just building. I think I'm going to need a couple...
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kip:
let it all out, hun. crying will make you feel better.
best to you and yours
best to you and yours
_holden_:
I'm sorry you are going through such a hard time right now. I hope the service brought you some sort of peace. Hang in there!
You know. Depressed. But everyone has been fairly good so that's nice. We went to buy some funeral clothes. It was depressing. I had to buy for the impending Roy's funeral and for this one. Wow. Anyways.
It is gorgeous here. The rain has been warm and gorgeous. Must go. But I think this will work out ok hopefully.
It is gorgeous here. The rain has been warm and gorgeous. Must go. But I think this will work out ok hopefully.
Last night was fucked up. It just sucked the energy (more) out of me. I'm so exhausted already. I don't want to be in my job anymore. I am tempted to look for a job while I'm in Virginia. I just need to pay off my debts and this job isn't helping and I'm miserable. I like the people but it's not a good fit...
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sneeks:
work can be exhausting. look for a new one. it's always a good idea or at least gives you perspective of whats out there. i am advocating this (however) b/c i just got a new job. start on monday...
kyki:
Good luck with your new job. I hope I can find one soon.
What the fuck am I supposed to do? My friends are in the bathroom fighting. I want to go in there and break it up but I'm afraid of getting the shit beat out of me by a drunk girl who has no logic skills at this point. Drunk to the point of telling me to step off or she would break me because I...
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God. I am so sick. I feel like maybe I should make myself throw up to get this shit out of my stomach but I feel sick enough that it might not actually help. I hate being so nauseas.
My grandfather died last night. 7:45. You know it's weird that things that used to irritate you about someone become things you miss. I really don't...
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My grandfather died last night. 7:45. You know it's weird that things that used to irritate you about someone become things you miss. I really don't...
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kyki:
By the way...this is awesome...
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1sJqROHxjDA
I hope I can go to a protest when I'm in D.C. My grandfather is inspiring to me and I feel like I really need to start working harder for what I believe in and what I want.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1sJqROHxjDA
I hope I can go to a protest when I'm in D.C. My grandfather is inspiring to me and I feel like I really need to start working harder for what I believe in and what I want.
shameus:
Wow Kyki I am really sorry to hear about your grandfather and that you are feeling so shit, life is sometimes like that and everything that can go wrong seems to go wrong. Any keep smiling things can only get better. take care
Nick
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Nick
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How can bush stand there and claim he needs funding for the troops when they lost 8 billions dollars. They have given billions to contractors and paid so little to the actual troops. Is he actually pleading for money for his contractor friends? Is he actually that fucked up in the head? I almost want to believe that he believes what he's saying. I know...
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harlequinn:
I'm so sorry about your grandfather sweetheart
girlysound:
what do you do? I understand the venting everyone needs an outlet.
Busy 420.
I wonder why this Don Imus thing was such a big deal. You really have to wonder about that. I don't give a shit. I hear racist stuff all the time and I always want to say, 'don't say that again or I will not listen to you anymore.' But Ann Coulter and Bill O'Reilly and Sean Hannity and all of those people...
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I wonder why this Don Imus thing was such a big deal. You really have to wonder about that. I don't give a shit. I hear racist stuff all the time and I always want to say, 'don't say that again or I will not listen to you anymore.' But Ann Coulter and Bill O'Reilly and Sean Hannity and all of those people...
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harlequinn:
It's time like these when I really miss our KBFR days. I think we're some of the few people out there who can actually claim to have been legitimate pirates at some point in their lives.
kyki:
I have to say I think that was one of the best times of my life. I am so glad that you and Sam were a part of that. It's good to have friends like you. And it's good to have friends who care about real issues. You are one of the few in my life right now who actually gives a shit about the rest of the world. Everyone else make give a small shit but they don't want to talk about it or read or hear about it. I think it's really important to not get too taken over by these things otherwise you can't change them. You can let them effect you because horrible things and great things should always have an effect on you but you have to learn how to use your emotions. Like becoming passionate and wanting to change things and not letting everything just be sad. OK. Rant on the Kyki side...excuse my rant.
In the abortion ruling the person who is making the case against abortion says that women don't know what they are doing. As if women are fucking dumb. He makes the case that we should not be able to make the choice ourselves because we are not smart enough to understand what we are doing!!! Um...so is anyone else as angry. Still as angry as...
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kyki:
Jesus that's odd
Fuck this country. Fuck this fucking piece of shit that we call the United States. I can't fucking believe there are people out there that actually go along with this sexist abortion ban bullshit. They upheld the Partial Birth abortion ban even if they think the mother is in danger. What sexist bullshit. There is no such thing as FUCKING PARTIAL BIRTH ABORTION!!! It does...
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leriotgrrrl:
Yep, this country is a piece of shit for even THINKING of overturning any abortion decisions. But just think... many countries have NO options.
Btw... let's hang out soon. And let's not just plan to, but actually do it.
Btw... let's hang out soon. And let's not just plan to, but actually do it.
kyki:
True but that's where this country is headed. Or that's what they want. I guess they don't realize that in places where abortion is completely illegal women die left and right from this shit. Like if having a baby would kill you and they force you to have the baby. Cool. Womens bodies are our governments. Yay!
Totally. Give me a little time. I'm going through some family stuff but maybe when i get back from D.C. Or if I have any days off, which I don't think I do aside from Friday, until the 25th.when i leave but we can figure something out probably for an evening. when are you free?
Totally. Give me a little time. I'm going through some family stuff but maybe when i get back from D.C. Or if I have any days off, which I don't think I do aside from Friday, until the 25th.when i leave but we can figure something out probably for an evening. when are you free?