kyki

Oi. So I ended up hitting on this guy who's married.

People need to be more obvious about that. I am faithful to a point but at this point I've been cheated on so many times what's the point. Not saying I'm a cheater just a question

Should I just shove the piercing through my lip and get a pretentious bullshit job where I'm allowed? Not that i enjoy the jobs where they give a shit if you're pierced but they pay better and treat you like the same kind of shit as the pretentious jobs. Fuck it. I'm going to do it my own way. I'll tell you what that is...
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Honestly I don't like that I'm actually scared for my life in this country. I am scared for my life because of Bush. I'm not saying he is directly trying to bomb anyone but you can't just walk around with your cock in your hands fucking over the world without making people want to kill you. It is different than being a single person at...
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My test score is lower than the national average. I guess I have to take the SATs. My act score was pretty bad. I have to say remembering back on it it seemed like it was written by someone who didn't know english or didn't know the subject they were writing about. I know i"m not an idiot and I know i'M actually pretty smart...
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I hate giving attention to this but conservapedia or whatever, it's like the bullshit answer to wikipedia. How wikipedia can be construed as liberal is beyond me. This is getting ridiculous. If we allow this to continue, this conservative brainwashing, it will start another American war. I have no doubt. They are attacking anything that isn't radical right as being evil. If that's not the...
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I am itchy everywhere. It sucks. My knees. My face. My back. My head. I don't know why but it's going to drive me insane. Going to the doctor today. I think I may have an infection from the surgery. I hope not but then I would have to figure out what this horrible pain is. So maybe it's better that it's an infection because...
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I am kyki. I like that the blog tells me this. Sometimes I forget. Yes yes yes. Surgery. I hate not remembering things but in this case I think it's ok. My stomach hurts really bad from the pills i'm taking (like the antibiotics and crap) but that's really the only thing, other than the horrible horrible pain every time I pee, that's going on....
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Surgery tomorrow. A lot more invasive than any other medical stuff I've done. I'm scared. Not because I think this is dangerous or anything I'm just scared to be hurt in that area again. I don't know why I blocked this out but I was watching CSI (great dreams tonight I'm sure) and they have these flash backs of rape. For some reason that doesn't...
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I was having a fucking break down yesterday. I got a lot of things done but a lot of them didn't really work out as well as I wish they had. It's not like I was expecting everything to be perfect but not quite ready for this stress. We have to come up with 750 dollars before they will even do the surgery. That's just...
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I don't know what to do. It always goes up and down and shitty and good but I can't take this anymore.