kyki

I had sex with the neighbor. I'm sure you're wondering why I would sleep with someone when I have a boyfriend. When I say we have an understanding, it's more like, we live in completely different countries and I can't expect him not to fuck other girls so we aren't like being boyfriend girlfriend unless we're together. I know, excuses excuses but it's not really a problem. It would be a problem if we decide to get more couply but I'm not sure I want to do that with someone in another country. We're as official as I'd like to get at this point. If he finds someone more convenient to date it would hurt but it would also make sense.

But if he wants to commit I will too.

That all being said I do feel less ugly now.