kyki

I'm in DC now. I still need to get a job. My aunt is lending me her car during the day while she works which is just great if I actually ad any interviews. I'm a little stressed because I don't want to get too comfortable here, not that I would with the kind of stuff these people say to each other, but I don't want to be living with people, or my family, anymore. This is just temporary, and hopefully very temporary as in I want a job next week and to move out as soon as I can after that.

Does anyone have any suggestions on less expensive places to live in DC that are also not horribly dangerous? I can stay in Virginia to live but I'd rather not. It's not a huge deal though it just doesn't make sense for school. Or I was also thinking if I could get a job in Baltimore I would love to do that but I don't know anyone down there so I'm a little wary of that. We'll see though.

What I'm doing right now is applying everywhere and my mom says I shouldn't be so negative but it just feels like I'm fucking blacklisted or something. I have applied for so many jobs and not even gotten the food service ones. It's awful. So I've applied to Johns Hopkins, Georgetown, Washington Medical Center and I'm going to apply to Sibley. I know all fancy smanzy right but I am trying to stay positive about getting a job even if I feel like the world is against me. I'm glad to be out of Boulder now I just have to get out of this house asap. I don't want to get stuck again.

I'll apply for other jobs like at coffee shops, I didn't apply to those before because I think most of those you have to do in person. I know with the Hospital jobs I have go in person too but they ask if you've applied online, they just don't actually look at your application unless you have an in. I'm really stressed that I've not had a single call back though. I need to calm down somehow.