kyki

I'm going to the Denver Roller derby tonight. I'm so excited! I've always wanted to go. I have some friends on one of the teams so that'll be cool. A friend of mine won tickets so that's awesome. I'm so broke, not to wine or anything, but I really am at the point where bills are coming in and I don't see how i"m going to pay them until I am a professional. Hopefully I can pay some of them with a student load and then if I get a real job it'll be easier to pay off the loan. If I can't pay them off the interest will kill me so I need to figure something out.

I'm still trying to figure something out about the letters of reference for school. I need to get in this august or I'm fucked for longer than I really want to be. I'm trying but i haven't gotten any responses yet. I need to turn it in now. Also I'm going to borrow money for the SATs but I'm not sure if I should take the soonest one or wait so that I can study more, I mean it might be worth it to study more but also I know that if I wait too long between studying and taking a test I'll do worse so I should probably put some fire under my ass and study it off and just take the damn thing. I just need a really good score and hopefully I can at least have some expectations about Georgetown. I would love to go there for the study abroad programs. I could take every language I want to learn and actually study in that country. i don't know if I would study in Saudi Arabia but if they had some way of letting me feel safe there I think that would be the opportunity of a lifetime.

OK. I'm off to study. Toodles.